My heart is stripped just for you(H2OVanoss)

I can't find proper words (Author note)

Well, well, well... I mean you haven't read my author note in a long time, have you?! 😂🤔

Alright, so I don't know how to start with this. First of all, I want to check upon you. If you're all doing honky dory, or if you can at least smile for the few seconds in the entire day. Because trust me, with smile you can bright the other's day to maximum, or show the ones who hurt you that you're not down.

For the second part, I want to tell you I'm doing fine. Not amazing yet, but fine. My coffeehouse, where I have been working at, is under reconstruction. This means me going to another coffeehouse, which is 1 hour away from my house. Sucks!

But! I was working there today for the first day. It's at the airport with the view on the check-ins, departure and landing boards. It keeps me on the clouds with the vision of leaving soon. I seriously can't wait to go on the 14 days vacation on September. Destination? No idea xD.

What I wanted to talk about it mainly recent things that has been happening to me here. You all have been acting so nice to me, like so super nice, that I'm not used to. People, I don't do anything special, really! I just put word after the word, making sentences. But that's all.

As many of you, I have fears to. One of them is being portrayed as a person, who can't show an affection and gratefulness to the ones who keeps my above the water. I know it's fucked up, but it's who I'm. As well as waking up one day having nobody around me, being completely forgotten. But you show me different every day.

And when I see how much you're into the books, into the stories I want to cry so much. Thanking me for being an inspiration, messaging me and asking me how I'm, or just a complete funny messages having no meanings. When you sent me so many art works, asking me to have my opinion on some books? And what makes me feel so good when I come across to some of you, reading the same book of another author?! That's the best feeling, and I'm always yelling 'helloooooooo'!

I really wish I could pay you back somehow. For everything you've done to me. So just a little reminding.

You need to understand one thing here. It's really not me who deserve so much love, but it's YOU. You're the ones who keep me into this, who give me inspirations, motivates me, makes me laugh at your silly comments, bright my day with every new thing happening here. It is YOU who I should be thanking everyday. And I seriously do! Everyday I just can't believe how lucky I'm to have people like you around me. Because you're not some readers, you're my family. You're someone I can rely on, I can talk to, and I know you're here to support me no matter what. And that's what means so much to me.

So this biggest THANK YOU belongs to you. You're all my crazy lunatics ❤️.