My heart is stripped just for you(H2OVanoss)

Par t 57 - Opening the eyes

Sooner this time because of the work. In any case, I want to give you this.
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I'm sorry, ok? I'm really sorry. Anyway, here you go. Enjoy ^.^
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(Delirious POV)
I threw the phone at the wall, hearing it crack, and with a loud thump it fell down.

Motherfucker!

I looked at the pieces of the papers, the drawings of him I had done so far. I felt like those papers, scattered all over the place. I heard footsteps, and before I could have at least close the door, or better run away, I heard the person walking towards me.

"Fuck off," I growled, taking a deep breath.

"It's me," the woman voice said, making me turn around.

"What do you want?" I asked, grabbing my jacket with intention to run away from this house.

"Jonathan, I... there's something you need to know," she started silently.

"I don't have time for this," I replied.

I need to flee before Evan comes home.

"I made terrible mistake," she continued.

"Sydney, I really need to go. I'm sorry, but I really have to-" I started, when she jumped into my speech.

"I didn't call you the day Evan's mother fainted. He asked me to do that, because he was in hurry, and I... I forgot, because I was busy with Kelly. And then I was so afraid to tell Evan the truth, I was so scared."

I watched her in disbelief, my world spinning. I backed away from her, sitting down. She was holding her hands, nervously playing with them. I blinked several times, trying to process what she was saying.

"I'm so sorry, Jonathan. I didn't mean to fuck up so heavily, but I did."

"You should have called me, informed me," I whispered, consuming it.

"Yes."

"And you didn't do it," I continued.

"Yes."

"And you said Evan you called me."

"Yes," she repeated silently.

"Why now, Sydney? Why are you telling me this now?" I asked her.

"Because I finally gathered all the courage to speak up. And because I overheard your phone call with Evan. I'm so sorry."

He wasn't lying. He was telling the truth, all this time.

"Jonathan, he... what he did to Oliver, he meant to protect you. You're not his property, he doesn't see you that way, he never did. Whoever said those things is lying to you."

Oliver. You fucking piece of shit.

"I shouldn't be the person telling you this, I don't have any rights, but hear me out. Think about it, Jonathan. He brought you here, he took care of you countless times, he tried to get you back to whatever you love, he took you with his family, he took you on the date yesterday."

"B-but that wasn't a date. Craig and T-"

"He was just scared to ask you out, he's a chicken sometimes. There wasn't any Craig or Tyler in the first place. He arranged everything, he wanted it to be perfect."

He did it all alone? Why?

"He loves you, Jonathan," she finished, and right after that I heard his voice in my mind.