Am I the only one who, when their anxiety gets really bad, suddenly EVERYTHING is a demon and/or a murderer and/or,,, just,,, literally everything is bad. Just everything. I always get them after showers for some reason? Honestly, I'll get out of the shower and get dressed and the whole time it feels like someone is honest-to-god breathing down my neck (just the AC) and that there's cold, clawing fingers brushing my neck (my hair). My towel looks like a dead cat on the floor, a dead cat that's not actually dead and is, at any second, gonna jump up and try to bite me and kill me. And outside the bathroom door? Murderers. Or demons. It sounds ridiculous but I'm usually shaking so bad that I just curl up in the corner of the bath with my back to the wall, maybe a soap bottle if I'm lucky in hand, hyperventalating so badly that my ribs hurt. It's kinda... weird. Like visual hallucinations. Also, I'm writing this to procrastinate homework so,,,, back to that. Cheers to anyone who read this far. You're awesome and I hope y'all have a wonderful week. <3
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Actually becomes a shitpost at one point
Randomstarts out with fetus me- slowly becomes shitpost me. skip to like. chapter 50. no hate or triggering stuff pretty much mostly just me being a child and then me being a meme
