The journey from incomplete to complete

Chpy 33

Akhil's pov

She pouted "you''  "no no.. Who lied to you like I did '' I asked her again "Akhil" she said shocking me "what?" i half yelled "when he lied? " I played with her now because I really want to know when I lied to her "once in a party he lied that he'll be back soon and said me to wait but he didn't returned. I never like to wait for anyone but that day I waited for him still he didn't return back. " she explained. Means still she is upset from me great Akhil... You are just great. "All men, whom I trusted in my whole life ditch me in some or other way. You know Ravi, he used to say

'I'll never leave you until my last breath. Even if you leave me I will still wait for you till I die. "

she said with a fake smile. I brought her to bed sat beside her "Have you ever seen dead body walking on road?" she asked me I shake my head in no. "I have seen myself walking on road just like a dead body no life. Where you just one step far from death but suddenly someone pull you behind and next you failed in death also. " her voice hold so much pain "people will be there to console you but you can't always show what you are actually feeling. Presenting every one with fake smile is not tough in front of explaining the reason. Every night your pillow gets wet but waking up morning you behave normal like nothing happened ,life taught me how to smile artificially. I'm not good in speaking but believe me I'm superb talented in hiding my pain. You won't realize I'm smiling really or it's again a fake one. You know it feels so worst when every one moves on in their journey and you still stand at that same lane turning behind continuously just to see is any one coming to your way. The person who was so close to you but now moves like a stranger beside you. Life is meaningless unless someone comes in your life and makes it meaningfully. I waited for that someone but he never came and when I don't want to get into any relationships then Akhil came. I found myself trusting him but I'm scared may be again if i hurt myself. I don't want to cry or kill myself again. He is a good person and I like him also but I don't know he would be happy with me, after all marriage is not game it's a sacred bonding of two souls which remains for whole life. I don't know I would be able to keep him happy but I can say that when he stays near me I feel safe and my heart feels completed and satisfied. " she shared some of her feeling with me, so this means she is scared to get into relationships.

"Wait, why the hell I'm sharing all this with you, who are you? " she panicked "Anjana calm down  I'm Akhil see I'm Akhil " I tried to handle her "No you can't be. " she grinned "And why that so? " I snapped "Ohk... You are Akhil na..then bring a coffee for me " she ordered by resting her palms on bed and shaking both legs. "It's not a right time to have it Anjana, come on sleep now it's late " I push her down and pulled the duvet over her "But.. " she hushed "no but.. no ifs.. " I raged ,I was leaving to guest room when she "Listen? " she whispered "hmm? " I replied "can you sleep here, please? " she insisted "why? " I asked "I'm afraid of darkness, please can you sleep beside me? " she begged with puppy eyes but "But every night you sleep alone here, then how come you scared today ?"  "actually... "it's a secret,  I can't say it loud you come here I will disclose that in your ears " she motioned to come near her so childish man but I love her this version . I went near to her ears "actually I take some pills which makes me sleep fast by killing my fear emotions. But if you stay here with me then I won't consume that. Shh...don't tell any one please and specially to Akhil .Its a secret between you and me " she smiled sheepishly . I know those pills helps to control over emotions but that is wrong. "Oohk I'm here you sleep " I assured her. After few seconds she drifted off to sleep I was lying beside her only, woke up from bed. She slept without changing don't know she is comfortable or not , I removed her sandals , her accessories like bracelet and pendent. She looks beautiful without anything also. I'm not able to sleep now how should I stop her from consuming those pills. She can't control her emotions that's why she have to eat those. She represent herself very strong and tough but from inside she is very weak to hold on any emotions that she have to consume those pills to rule on her feelings . I have to make her strong by emotionally  and mentally. Now I know what further steps I have to take for her .

Next morning.....

Anjana's pov

Aahh... my head pained hell I'm feeling like someone hammered my skull great times. I don't remember what happened last night after forcefully drinking tequila. Hope I didn't created any mess. Quickly I freshen up completed all my morning routines . I found few tablets and glass of water placed on table. My head is still irritating me so it's better to medicate myself.

     I came out of my bedroom and everyone is here but believe me it's not my house because all creatures are tip silent. Not a single one making anyone noise and Akhil is glaring every one. As if just now everyone is being punished or scolded by Akhil. What happened last night only they can tell me. I came to dinning table as I'm hungry "what's going? " my voiced echoed entire room. Some cookies were smiling in front me so thought to dump it in my mouth. The moment I pick one of them at very moment I feel to spill out entire my content. I ran to restroom but forgot to close the door. Yuk....i removed all belongings of my tummy some one was holding my shoulder ,he tucked all my hair behind really at that time it was needed. At last I found Akhil holding me. "Are you OK... now? " he voiced concern. I replied yeah "That was needed " he smirked "What do you mean? " I narrowed my eyes "To remove your hangover " he uttered "my hangover ?" I enquired "don't you remember what happen last night " he winked ,we came to hall where all were already settled with low head "Don't say I was drunk " I chuckled "exactly " he smirked. Freak I was drunk now I get what that tablets were for I really don't remember what hell I had done last night. God please save me I don't want to listen any of my weird activities that I performed last night. Freak how I came from Samarth's party, what I done after having that tequila I'm totally blank on my memory. "Don't stress yourself you won't remember anything " he smirked again. "please don't tell me I have done any crazy move" I was literally begging him "wait... How do you know all this? " I snapped him "Darling I was the one who brought you here " he winked and I muted "Akhil... she did any weird action last night? " Eli chuckled "yeah very crazy and weird moves" he laughed remembering my last actions. "She actually gossiped with a banyan tree, scolded light pole and even budge on police officer " he burst and now everyone laughed on my actions even those idiots who were silent before Stella, Jenny and Vinay are now bursting . "she just crashed out on me when I brought her home rather than to travel on Moon. Literally she was crying badly just because I didn't take her to Moon" he was very badly laughing on me.

"Ohk... Ohk... Silence, have you guys forget your punishment? " he warned those three "What you guys are punished? " i laughed like a maniac now it's my time to laugh on them.
"Don't celebrate this early " he raised right eye brow "I didn't get you " confusion "Madam, even you are going to punished " he smirked "what..? Why...? What have I done ?" my words showed tension "That punishment I will decide " he wink "and that is? " Eli chuckled "you are very interested in my punishment " I fake raged and she laughed on me. Man what is this every one is laughing on me ."But why I'll receive that? " exactly what have I  done to be punished "Sweety I thought you are matured and stable enough to handle all but you were more drunk than others " he sounds serious so I muted my voice. Somewhere he is correct but Vinay forced me that shots and even I'm responsible for my state.

"Get ready " he ordered me "for what?" he snapped "punishment " he smirked.

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