The journey from incomplete to complete

Chpy 44

Anjana's​ pov

I wish I could go to him. I really don't know why the hell I'm missing him this badly this never happened with me, when I was alone staying here in Mumbai without my parents at time also I didn't freaky missed anyone this badly. Why only with Akhil, please I don't want to fall again in love. I'm just missing him that's it, nothing else it's not love. Missing someone is not love you are just feeling his or her absence .

"If you miss him then go to him " someone sound behind me I know this voice.

"no I'm not missing him "

"Then why are you stirring that spoon over your empty plate which you usually do when you are tense and currently I don't get any of reason to tense except missing your stupid lover "

"Can you keep your mouth shut. "

"as your wish " he replied.

It's been just three days he went, tomorrow his felicitation will done and next day he will be here then why the hell I'm missing him this worst. Ooh my day's are sucking I should do something to divert my attention library is an best option. Books always diverted my attention it's better I should use them now.

"I'm leaving to local library near the park, will stay there for few hours. Before leaving lock the door and get bhabhi's next appointment and take care... Of her " I informed dada and left.

I have completed all my important lectures that's why being so bored. Library is best option for now.
I came to library where I can spend my whole time without being bored.
Browsing down the books nothing  catched my interest, finally I got some good reads...

*****
Nearly for two hours I stuck in a book and deciding to read next. I was heading towards the next one when a voice caught my attention...
"You don't look good alone " I turned to him with an unexpected expression marked on my face.

Why on this earth I need to show up to him only . "I mean that boy, sorry I forgot his name Akhil right. He isn't with you ?"

"He is in London for some work " I replied showing no interest and head to next column of novels.

"This what you do always leave your own people when they need you most " again he started taunting me for my past mistakes.

"Please don't bring my past issues now I know I have done lost of mistakes in past but I apologized also if you want ,again I can say sorry to you " I snapped my words to him.

" If you remember then I think Akhil is that person who made you do this, I mean he helped you to prevent your guilt right "

" yeah he helped me so? "

"So when he needs you at that time you won't be there just like before. Anjana do you know when he came to me what he said about you ? "
Now this is what I don't know.

"I know it's all past but some pages of the book are still open and some pages are not missing . I mean to say You had moved on in your life but Anjana  is not. It's not your fault but somewhere in her mind the word cheater is fixed. She thinks she cheated you.... Mr. Ravinder I'm not discussing who was right or wrong I just want to say... We can't stay with past... Everything doesn't go according to us sometimes some decisions are hard to implement but in future it proves right. Same thing happened with you guys... The way you suffered same way Anjana did... The guilt to cheat you is still fresh in her heart "
I was really dumbfound for all this

"And next he asked me to act like we met accidentally and to act before you. I never had grudges for you yeah may be my words have hurt you but I never hated you for anything. I already forgave you infact I never found your fault in all this. Akhil just ask me to forgave but stupid of him he doesn't know that I never found you guilty for this. I agreed with all his stuff. At that time I realised that this man really loves you. I don't know what is going on between you guys but would like to say this only thing ,whenever he asks you to come with him just don't leave him alone. He is worth your time. I have observed him clearly and I can say that he is the only person in this whole world who loves you most after your father. "