The journey from incomplete to complete

Chpy 41

Anjana's pov

These uncurled waves always helps me to forget everything but today even these waves aren't moving with me. I don't know what should I think actually it's very easy to solve problems but it's very hard to think how to solve it. I'm confused now, what should I think I should thank him for diagnosing me without my concern or should raged on him he used my feelings to cure me. He did what my father commanded then why am I not able to accept that. May be i was thinking he is like this only. May be his words his actions his concern were just for my treatment. May be i was expecting these qualities in him naturally not as for treatment. Was I expecting more from him. But why I'm expecting anything from him. I had promised myself that this marriage is only for the sake of my family then why I am so interested in this marriage. But why my heart is saying he was not just acting to treat me, it was really his true nature. Ooh god I'm confused...

"Again confused " these words brought me to earth. Who can it be none other than dada..

"How you know? " stupid question Anjana

" Do you think I don't know you "

" Why you are here, I want to stay alone for sometime. Leave me alone "

" I have spend good time with Karishma, so I know you girls nature. And I know you more than anyone, you know that well ." here he starts smirking.

" I am confused "

"I know that. Listen Anjana ,whatever you listen, whatever you see, whatever you know it's not compulsory it will be always right. May be in your perception it's correct but think from his side also. Ok tell me if you're father asked you to consult a psychiatrist because you are mentally ill , would you do that? " he asked me

I shake my head no

"Then, you would have fight with him because he called you mad. Akhil treated you because he think you too need mental peace and you won't consult any doctor for it. But do you think any doctor will run behind you just to treat you. Any doctor will help you to clear your guilt. Any doctor will save you from evil eyes will stop you from consuming pills . Any doctor will help for sorting your sister's problem. Any doctor will eloped your friend just to diagnose you. Any doctor will take you trip just to freshen up your mood. Ok last one will anyone still choose you after clearing my spy-stalk-seduce task ?" he threw all questions on my face and I'm speechless.

"No Anjana no one will do all these for you unless he loves you. He loves you that's why he has done everything for you not just to treat you. But tell me one thing why you are so affected by knowing this fact that he was treating by these means. You were not interested in this marriage right, then why thinking so much go with the flow na...is this truth is hard for you to accept were you expecting this to be done only for you and not for your treatment "

I was silent.

"Tell me I am thinking right. I know you Anjana you believe everyone very easily but don't worry he's worthy your trust. He didn't spend time with you just for treatment he did so to know you, to reach near you. To assure you that he is always with you whenever you need someone to hold you back. You were broken Anjana but he glued each and every piece of yours which was shattered early.
Don't suppress your feelings because of your past enjoy your today so that on your last days you don't regret about today. Anjana you can't change your past but can celebrate your present and wait for future. Don't mad at him he deserve more than your anger . Anjana life sometimes gives you second chance just you have to grab it, remember nothing lasts unlike memories it's your choice to make them memories or unforgettable past choice is your's. "

"Second thing, good is a very small word to describe Akhil he is best for you. He deserves more than love ,Anjana take this as a new life which is given by him you had a new birth ,you are not that old Anjana who used to cry every night, it's you who dreams about times spend with love ones. He didn't changed you, he has given you a new hope a new view to see things. If you believe him Anjana then, there is nothing to trust in this whole world expect him. Make new memories with him and forget about the past. He's is not like others who will leave at last, he is still waiting for you at home but may he don't wait forever, go to him...." he said and hop in to car. He opened passenger seat for me I hop in too.