The journey from incomplete to complete

Chpy 46

Anjana's pov

I have to do this otherwise he will not accept her. That girl deserves him more than me I'm not hurt it just a new feeling generated in my heart and I never knew it will end this soon or I have to end it. But this is correct for him, for me for us. I know I don't have rights to decide for both of us but if I stay here more with him then I will be a wall between them. Not everyone get the chance to live life with their first love, he is getting he can't can't loose that because of me.
Good bye Akhil, I said to this city and next the plane took off.

At night

I didn't get any calls from him I think so now both of them are together. It's good, but why I'm sad I should be happy for him after all he is my friend I should be happy in his happiness everyone stays happy with the person they love he will also.
I got a call from Aman at afternoon he was asking me why I left without informing, I didn't explained the real reason ,I said ' Akhil should choose what is best for him just because of my sake he can't ruin his life ' I cut the call then. Why Akhil didn't ring me for once may be he is mad at me or he accepted this. My chains of thoughts interrupted due to some noises entering from balcony, I know when this voice comes.
I ran to there and next what the man of my thoughts standing there rubbing his elbow.
" You should try something better like stairs " I informed.
He gazed me with fired eyes freak he must be angry I shouldn't have open my mouth.
" Why you left without informing? " he started firing questions
" I had some important work here so forgot to inform you "
We came to living hall.
" Lie..... I want to hear truth, Anjana "
Definitely I'm killed today
" I'm not lying, honestly I had some work here "
" Shut up Anjana, I'm not asking to justify yourself tell me truth. Why you came without informing me. We were supposed to come together right I thought to tour London along with you. So much plans, when you gave my answer whom to choose then why you left me alone. Do you know whom I imagined ?" he came dangerously close to me.
" No I don't know , and I don't want to know " I replied irritatingly.
He gazed me with intense strong emotion constantly looking into my eyes as if he can see through me.
" Why you don't want to know the face I have seen in my imagination .. Tell me Anjana why you don't want to know ? "
His hands snaked to my waist giving me shiver he pulled towards him.
" Akhil leave me ".
" I won't leave you.... Never at least not in this life " his husky voice giving me weird feelings.
" Akhil what are you doing... Leave me " he came more close to me
" Do you know whom I imagined, the person who was still beautiful in her wrinkle state "
I struggled " No I don't want to know " " But darling you have to " his face is that close to me if I moved a little also our lips will touch .
He dragged me somewhere
" The person with whom i can live happily, with whom I can share anything, with whom I can do anything... anything means anything " his hands crawled from my waist to shoulders while I kept looking on his eyes and he kept chanting.
" Look at the person whom I didn't choose but wished to have as my wife" he motioned forward and in front of me standing a girl where she was hold by a boy through shoulders and believe me when I say it's me because he showed me mirror. Mirror where my face is visible along with him.
" Yes Anjana you are not an option for me , I wish to have you, you are my wish which I did years ago to have you in my life and I want this wish to be fulfilled. However Rihanika is my past but she can't be a part of my present or future, though she face lots of things but I can help her by only one thing that I can do is apologise , which I did today morning. I can't go back to her because for a relationship we need trust and faith which we lost back only.
Anjaan you are right ,you can't be an option to me when I wish for you than how can I got an option like you.
So my darling Anjana, I wish to have you as a life partner ,I wish to have a best friend like you, I wish to have a wife like you. " he said and I don't know what happen to me that I suddenly hugged him. As if he will disappear if I leave him. I hugged him tightly and he returned the same. " You are an biggest idiot do you know? " he keep blabbering " at least you should have asked me before leaving  but no you have to do something dumb to prove yourself idiot, right? " we parted I want to know what he did with Rihanika
" What about Rihanika? She loves you right? " we settled on couch where my hands are cupped under his palm. " Yeah she loves me but not more than money. I knew her well Anjana, Aman investigated each an every single details about her and this time also she lied. She just narrated an imaginary story to me and thought like a fool I will believe her. Aman used to get information about her after our breakup also just that story was new for us but to be honest she had faced many bad days but for which, just for money . Infact Vinay also helped me searching about her past actions which clearly shows that she isn't a victim who tolerated every thing infact she enjoyed. So how can I even think about this girl. First of all she wasn't there as an option also and second thing I don't have any choice excepts you. The girl for whom I waited around a year how can I think about any other girl. "
Really am I that lucky that any one can this eager to have me.

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That night spend hopefully best at least now I know he didn't love any one but he didn't said he loves me. I can't dream like an idiot . Do I love him? Still I didn't get this answer.
I don't know how three months past and we are still have that new born friendship between us. Dad was asking me to preponed the dates but how can I decide without asking him.
He came " I need to talk to you " I declared. " Yup say I'm listening "he replied scrolling down the mobile.
" Papa was asking me to preponed the dates of wedding ,what you think about that? Should I change the dates you have to change your working schedule right? No it's better to keep it as it is. We-" I was blindly blunting when he covered my mouth with his palm. " I don't have any problem if you preponed the dates but don't postpone it. Don't worry about my working schedule I can manage that."
He cupped my face and said. I smiled on his words. It is like a dream everything getting back to its perfect place. I think I can prepone the dates
now I'm not scared to start a new life with Akhil. I kinda like him you can say more than like him. It's so beautiful to imagine my future life with him I am ready to marry him, to accept him as my life partner, to accept him as my husband. But still I didn't get why I was jealous when he was with Rihanika may be human psychology to get jealous when you see your friend spending time with some other people. Then too this kind of jealousy I never felt with any other. I hope it's nothing like love an all but if it's love then...? I trust him very well he will never break my trust.
I am ready Akhil, to start my life with you. I said to myself gazing him.

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