The journey from incomplete to complete

Chpy 34

Anjana's pov

He ordered me to ready quickly don't know where he's gonna take me. I dress myself in simple Kurti kameez traditional Indian, it's comfortable for me as I'm not taking any dupatta over it. All left only me and Akhil were here. "come down, I'll be there" he said before leaving, is he angry from me because from morning we didn't talk properly . Sh*t have I said or did anything more stupid last night with him.

I came to exit, he was waiting for me in his Black Audi I get in and we drove to some unknown place, unknown for me.

"were are we going? " this is fifth time Im asking him same question but vain in response . At last the car halt and we landed in front of some Sunshine orphanage but why he brought me here. We entered, the moment kids saw him they left their balls or football ran toward us need to be corrected, not us but him. I think how he knows them, great I never knew Akhil's this phase also. How cheerfully he greeted every one as if they're his own children. All kids were like "Akhil bhai... You are here (bhai :brother) we guys were waiting for you since long.... Bhai how are you" all kids cheered. One of them a sweet little doll saw me, she pulled Akhil's shirt's corner to get him her level "Akhil bhai is she your wife... She looks beautiful " she blushed like red tomato but how she get that I'm his wife do we really look like married couples he was looking at me but this time I found no emotions not even anger what's really going on man..
"no sweet heart.. She isn't my wife " he said softly don't know why but his words pissed me. He stood up and moved straight ,like man you forgot a lady is also walking with you and from since you are ignoring her man. I'm really not getting him he brought me here but why?...!!!!

.... Calm down babe..

"What you think how long will you stand there? " his voice brought me to earth. I jogged to him but like a big bull he walked before me.

.....Weird Akhil big bull.....

I followed him and we stopped at door, the front view is quiet adorable all kids hugged him or should say Akhil hugged them all like trying to cover all small souls under his embrace . A man entered with some packets I think he brought some foods for these innocent souls Akhil motion him to distribute the snacks to all of them.

"Can you see them... ?" he whispered in my ears, I startled in his husky voice so much near me. "Do you doubt on my eyes " sarcasm dude *wink* "what you see in them? " he asked "smiling face " I replied with my signature smile. "you can only see there smiling faces but do you know what I view. You can't see their pain  but I can, because I found them crying at corner just because they are not like others. They all are orphan but this orphanage sheltered them but do you know they are physically disable children. Some of them have cancer while others have kidney diseases. Some are mentally challenged also. But you know the specialty in them, they never behaved as ill person. Whether their numbers decreases every year still they believe in smiling. They all are fighters . You can't even imagine also what they believe death as , they believe that when they will die they will meet God which is actually true and that's why they don't fear to die, all are pure souls here . Their faith in God is much great than our expectations. They know there is no family for them on this whole earth and also know at any moment they may leave this world still they smile wholeheartedly. " he spoke without looking at me and I was just starring them how can anyone be so strong. He then moved to a special room where special kids were present. So innocent and pure, they don't know how this world market for just profit, they don't know what is cheating? What is selfishness?  All are mentally disabled kids some of them even can't match same colours. How can god be such cruel I can't see this any more. As quick as possible I ran from there because I can't hold all these emotions such longer but some one pulled my hand from behind and turned me to face him. Who could this be none other than Akhil.. "What do you think where the hell are you going? " he raged,  man I'm already on tears please don't mad at me. I really don't know what should I say him "to c..car'' my words stammered because I can't tell him the reason of my returning to car, as I forgot my purse in car itself and currently I want those pills to control my emotions. "why? " he smirked but it was evil smirk. "I for..got my p.. purse in car" I replied like someone is taking my Viva and I'm nervous to answer. "Really you forgot your purse or... This" he removed my bottle of pills from his pocket shocking me. Freak how the hell he got that. My eyes widened I want the earth to open up and swallow me because I'm not able to face him ,what will I answer him when he will enquire about those pills. "Is this what you were looking for " he voice serious . I lowered my gaze I know I'm it's not correct to reply him and secondly I can't lie also, he will catch my lie. He came toward me in front of me but my gaze is low so I can only see his Black shoes. "Reply me dammit " he hold my shoulder and shook me "Still I'm unable to read your silence. Isn't it your's " he sound bit loud . " Yes, it's mine " I replied him. "Will you try to explain me what's this pills for? " he lowed now his sound. "I consume them to control my emotions. When my anger rises, when I can't control my tears, when fear stop me to step ahead I have them to control myself. " tears continuously strumming down my eyes. "WOW...!!!!  Anjana just great really you control your emotions by using these pills. Don't you think you are capable to handle them. Do you know why I brought you here ,have you glance those kids for once did you heard my words ,can you compare yourself with those innocent souls. Right... they are more stronger then you at least they don't show artificial feelings using any medicine. " all his words stab my heart like a knife . "Anjana do you know what are consequences of using this medicine are, it can even affect your maternity you may can't conceive in future " he yelled by his full throat. I never thought like this, I never imagine my future I was so selfish in my pain that I forgot about everything. How can I be so blind. "I'm.. s.. sor..sorry Akhil. " all I could say this. "Promise me Anjana you will never ever use this pills in your life. This are really harmful for your health please Anjana try to rule yourself don't allow anyone else to control you. " he requested to me. I should be one to request and he is requesting me. "I'm sorry Akhil,  it's my fault. I'm such a stupid to rely on any artificial energy to control myself. I promise you Akhil, I'll never ever use those. I promise " I responded.

"You are, stupid you are a biggest stupid I have ever seen. " he chuckled and slapped my forehead. He lowered his head to my level rested on my forehead. Why did I agreed to him for stopping me using these pills when Jenny stop me before I budged on her and this time when Akhil is asking me to quit them why I agreed. I'm feeling like he is more important than any thing else in my life. Our sweet moment was disturb by stupid rings of my phone.

"yeah.. speak up " without greeting her I continued by the way who will greet her. 

"Hang on babe, don't be so rude. "

"This is for you ring me " sarcasm dude

"No,  um.. Where are you ?"

"I'm out, you spill up"

"There's a problem " she sound tense

"What new mess you created now huh...? "I chuckled

"Meet you at your home "

"Really Now you have to invite me at my own house "

"Shut up and come quickly "she hang up.

"Who's it? " Akhil enquired. "Jenny, some sort of problem arise it seems. We have to go there quickly " I responded "Jenny created new mess " Akhil chuckle "No it's not related to Jenny " I sound "But now only you spoke with Jenny then how can say it's not Jenny's problem " he said with confusion "She will never open her problems to me directly, I have to enquire about her from others. So this is not her problem and secondly I heard few voices from behind means its a big problem to deal with because all were discussing something behind her. Let's go...!" I dragged him out.

"Hang on my James Bond, " he stop my moving tracks.

"Um.. Anjana I'll drop you there but I have to leave to hospital some urgent work I guess. " he scroll down mobile's screen.

"Ok" I replied, he drop me to my complex and drove back to hospital.

To be continued.....

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