The royal soldier (Levi x reader)

Episode 5

One week later.
You opened your eyes. Still dark. You couldn't sleep. You decided to go and make yourself some tea. You hope it will help. Tomorrow is a day that you will go training in the forest killing  cardboard titans. You liked those trainings and wanted to do your best to show your comrades that you are here not by accident. You walked down the stairs to the mess hall and started to prepare tea. You made some extra for later poured some to a big cup and started sipping it carefully.
-Mind if I join you?-Levi walked to you.
-No. There is some tea left if you want.
He poured the rest of the tea and sat on a chair next to me. You started to fell a little more comfortable around him. Even if his expression is always the same you started noticing that his eyes was actually telling everything about how he felt.
-Can't sleep?-you asked.
-No.
-Do you have nightmares?
He didn't reply.
-I used to have them quite often. But I would never remember what were they about.- you said trading to make a conversation.
-You have a family?-he asked suddenly.
You froze. Some pictures floated through your mind but you immediately pushed them away.
-Yes. But I don't want to talk about them.
-And why is that?
-Lets just say I don't really get along with them. 
He moved closer to you to put his cup away to the table. He had to reach through you. You stopped breathing for a moment feeling his breath on your arm.
-I-I have to go. -you stood up when he backed of to his seat.- See you tomorrow.
-Yeah.-he said quietly.
You quickly got to your room and hugged the pillow.Whats happening to me. You thought as you tried to calm your heart. You fall asleep thinking about your feelings.

Next day after breakfast Levi appeared at the training ground.
-After dinner we will be going to the forest for the 3DMG training. (N). Come here for a moment.
-Yes Sir.
-We will ride first to prepare the machines.
-Uh..um okey.
-Go ready your horse.
-Now?
He looked at you annoyed.
-I mean.. Yes Sir!
We walked away to the stables. You could hear the others whispering something to each other.
You got on your horse and waited for Levi. He appeared not long after and handed you half of the ropes he was carrying. He got on his horse already ready to leave.
-Lest go.-he said.
You rode in a silence. You enjoyed the feeling of air messing your hair. You couldn't help but smile. The forest wasn't too far away.
-We are here.- he said not long after you drove into the forest. The titans were really well hidden. You couldn't see any of them till they jump out of the tree by pulling a rope. You got of your horse and turned around to face Levi. He was really close to you.
-Your hair...-he said- it's a mess.- he ended leaning even closer and pulling a leaf out of it.
You felt your face turning red. He stopped taking out things from my hair and focused his eyes on my face. His expression changed as he noticed how close he got.
-Sorry.
-It's okey.-you replied and started to untie your (color) hair. They got really long. It was a while since you had them cut. You made a lose pony tail and took the rope from your saddle. You began to work in silence. When you were done the rest of the group arrived. They started to get ready for the training.
-Hey!-Eren ran over to you.
-Hi?- you asked since you have seen each other at breakfast already.
-Sooo?
-So what?
-What is up with you and Levi?
-What?! Nothing.
-Yeah sure. And he is just like that riding with you to the forest to "ready the machines".
-Eren. What in the world are you talking about.
-O Oooh. Are you blushing? You are!-he started to tickle me.
-Eren!
-Come on tell me!
-Okey just stop!-you said through laughter.
-Eren.-you heard Levi's voice- What are you doing.-he sounded really irritated. Eren froze.
-N-Nothing Sir!-he said and took his hands of me.
-Get prepared. You are going first.
-Yes Sir.
Levi walked away and Eren turned to you again.
-We were just working. I really don't know what else did you expect.-you said.
-But you like him.
-Maybe...
-And as I can see.-he pointed at him.- He treats you differently than the others. So he may feel something to you too.
-He?
-Yeah. It does seem strange to me too but it looks like it.
-No it doesn't.- you raised your eyebrows.
-Yes it does. Can't you see anything? At least how he is looking at you?
-No...
-And that? What happened just now? He seemed really pissed. Nothing?
-Well...
-Then talk to him about it.-saying that he took of leaving you with your thoughts.
After Gunter ended his round it was your turn. You started to fly from tree to tree in the forest. It was even easier because you knew where the titans were because of the ropes you had to put on them. You sliced the first one without a problem then another one and another one. A few minutes later you were done.
-Wow. That was really fast (N)!-Said Petra as you came back.
-It wasn't that hard considering that I knew their location.
-Well yeah. We know it too you know. We have been training here a compulsive of times already. But your time was even better than Elds!-she clapped her hands.
-I must have been lucky...
-Oh stop that! You are really good!
-Thank you Petra.- you smiled to her.
-Well she is right. You may be not as bad as I though You would be.-said Gunter crossing his arms.
-Oh will you stop it with that already?-Said Petra poking him on the chest.
-Thanks.-you laughed looking at them.
-Time to get back.-Captain said- It starts to get dark.
You all rode back and walked your horses back to the boxes.
-Sir!-Eren shouted-You got a letter.
He took it from his hand and immediately opened it.
-Tch.- was his comment on the letter.-I will have to leave tomorrow to the capital.- he said as everyone was here.-You got two days of.
Everybody started cheering when he got inside.
-Ah there is also one for you (N).
-Oh. It's probably Nanaba.-you took the letter from his hand.-Thank you Eren. Good night everyone!
-Night!
You sat on your bed and started to unpack the letter. You stopped when you saw the seal. Your heart almost stopped.