The royal soldier (Levi x reader)

Episode 10

When you finally made it back the first thing you did was riding to the forest.
-I will be right back.-you said to Levi as he got off his horse. You rode there as quick as you could, tears already falling from your cheeks. When you got to the forest you got of your horse and got on your knees. You took a deep breath and started screaming. Heavy breathing you got up. -How could I not do anything.- Your head started to hurt. You got back on your horse and rode back slowly.
-I'm sorry, I know you are really tired already.- you petted his neck. You got him to the stable and given him water and food. You saw doctor leaving the building.
-I-I'm sorry!
-Oh yes?
-How are they?
-Eren is fine. But Captain Levi has a pretty serious contusion in his leg. He will have to take a longer break.
-How long?
-For a month or two. At least. Where were you? I should check every solider in the building. There sometimes are injuries you don't even know about. Come with me.
You walked in to the building with him at let him check if everything is okey with you.
-I feel fine.
-You sure don't look good. But you have no injuries. Just a few scratches here and there.
-Thank you doctor.
He smiled and walked away. You decided to go to his office. You needed to talk with him. You knocked to the door.
-Come in.
You closed the door. He was sitting on his desk looking at you with concern. You sat in the chair right next to him. You stayed silent for a moment. You couldn't say a word. Tears filling your eyes again.
-I'm so sorry...-he said.
-W-What?-you asked surprised.
-I should have been there.
-What are you apologizing for? I was there... And-And I didn't do a thing.-you covered your moth with your hand to hide a sob.
-Don't think that way.
-Well you don't think that way either.
He looked down. He took your face in his hands.
-I though You were dead too. I though that I let you die too. But then I saw you there with the horses. I was so happy. So relieved.-He pulled you closer to him and put his arms around you.
You hugged him back and cried into his shoulder. You felt a single tear falling on your collarbone.
-Can I sleep with you tonight?
-What?- he looked at you.
-Sleep. With you.
-Y-Yes.-he blushed all of a sudden and turned away to open the second door in his office.-Here.
You walked to his room. He sat on the bed touching his leg. It sure was disturbing him. You sat next to him. He wiped one of your tears that were still running down your cheeks. You lied your head on his chest. He closed his arms around you as he lied on the bed. You didn't even noticed when you fell asleep.

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You opened your eyes. You turned on your back and moaned quietly.
-You're awake?
You got up quickly not knowing where are you.
-Oh.Yes. Sorry.-you realized you fall asleep with Levi on his bed yesterday.
-You should get something to eat.-He said standing in the door looking at you.
-Yeah I'm just going to take a quick shower first.
-Sure.
You got up and walked to the door.
-(N).
-Yes?-you turned around.
He walked to you.
-You look beautiful in the morning.-he said and kissed you on the lips.
You smiled at him and walked out to your room for a change of clothes. Your cheeks turned red when you thought about him but you remembered everything that happened yesterday and your mood suddenly dropped down. After shower you walked down to the mess hall where Levi was sitting drinking tea.
-Where is Eren?-you asked as you looked around.
-They moved him to the capital.
-What?
-They plan on catching the person they believe is The Female Titan.
Your heart started beating faster.
-I should have gone with him.
-He will be okey. His friends are with him and commander Erwin will be there controlling the situation.-you sat on the chair next to him.-you should eat something.
-I'm not hungry.
-Do you want some tea then?
Yes. Please.-You looked at him.
He was in his normal clothes, not in his uniform. He handed you a cup of tea and touched his injured leg.
-Does it hurt?-you whispered.
-It's bearable.
-I'm sorry I couldn't help.
-Stop it. You helped. Don't think about it. If you blame yourself for everything it won't change anything. It will only make you fell like shit. We can't change what happened.
-I know. I'm sorry.-he touched your hand. You closed your hand in his.

After breakfast you trained for some time and then the rest of the day you spend reading in the mess hall and drinking tea with Levi. It was almost evening.
-So when we will know anything? About Eren and did they catch her or not.
-They supposed to arrive tomorrow morning. With commander Erwin. -he said as he looked up at you from his book.-He wants to talk about something.
-I see.- you couldn't help but worry about him.
-You worry about him.-he put his book away.
-I do.
-Why so much?
-Well, He is my friend? And he is on a mission. And I'm sitting here not knowing what is happening.-He looked a little annoyed.- Are you... jealous?-you asked smiling at him.
-No I'm not. I was though when I saw him hugging you.-he looked at you with a serious face but you could notice a little blush on top of his cheeks.
-We are just friends Levi.-you laughed looking at his serious expression.
-Whats so funny?
-Nothing, nothing.-you said and looked at him with a smile.
He tried to stay serious but he smiled a little as well.
-We should go. It's late.
-Yeah.-You stood up.
Suddenly he grabbed your hand.
-Sleep with me tonight.-he looked you deeply in the eyes.
-W-What?
He smiled.
-Sleep with me.-he kissed you on the lips and lead you to his room. You stood in his room not knowing what to do. He looked at you.
-You can't sleep in that.-he gave you his shirt from the closet.-You can change in the bathroom.
-Okey.
You put on his shirt. It was surprisingly big on you even though you are almost his height. You walked out of the bathroom. He took his shirt of and sat on the side of the bed. You both looked at each other and blushed. You sat on the other side.
-(N)?
-Yes?
He moved to you from behind and put his arms around you kissing your neck.
-I love you.- he whispered to your ear.
-Huh?-he moved you on your back.
He looked you in the eyes.
-I love you too Levi.-you said and pulled him over to you to kiss him. He kissed you back with passion. He he moved to your neck. You touched his hair while he kissed you.  You pulled him back to your lips and kissed him. He kissed you back and opened your mouth with his. His tongue started to hug yours. His hands were exploring your body. He moved away to look at you. You both were heavy breathing.
-Are you okey with this?-he asked.
-Don't ruin that. Just kiss me.-you replied and pulled him back. He started to kid your neck and his hand started to go down through your body. You put your arms around him and moaned quietly. He looked at you and put his other hand on your cheek. He touched your lower lip with his thumb and kissed you. The expression on his face was so beautiful. It was full of emotions and in his eyes you could see his love flowing down at you.
You spend an amazing night with each other. As you fell asleep on his chest you felt truly loved, for the first time in your live.