My Poems

too deep

I took my time to build up these walls

it took one thought that escaped your ugly mouth to make it crumble

I fought back by throwing stones

you fought dirty and took one thing from me

How many times do I have to out run you

why do you have to be a dick

letting me live my life would be too much for you

watching me slit my wrists is your comedy

I hate you will all of my being

and you love my being in pain

I am nothing to you

but you are less to me

yet somehow you intrude

are everywhere all at once

my thoughts are never safe

you are always in there telling me to cut to the bone

bleed more cut more

I dont want to live until tomorrow

knowing you will be there with your ugly mouth

your ugly face

I'm ashamed that I have let you in

but the end of my suffering is today

because there is no tomorrow

death is calling

this is the end my final cut to rid myself of the hurt and anger.