My Poems

Different

I cry tears not because I'm sad

but because I don't want to regret you

I don't want to feel this pain

see this remorse that oozes from my skin.

I'm in no shape to live life

make my own decisions

life is amounted to

making my body a canvas

where next

and will it hurt as bad as the last

I wanna be hard core on the outside

but on the inside I just want be better

I wanna feel normal

not paranoid

scared

and demented

I want people to stop feeling sorry for me

stop looking at me like I'm different

see me for who I am

and not the whale of a fat ass I am when they look at me

everything has a price

but some people pay the price for the insecurities

we are all insecure

just not the same way

between the two of us we carry it different

kinda like a heart

mine is on my sleeve

and yours is black shriveled and dead.