My Poems

My Best Friend

Where did I go wrong?

I shut you out, pushed you away

you wanted me then

I want you now.

You moved on,

I setteled so I wouldn't be alone.

I'm not in love with him,

I'm in love with you.

I'm married to him,

you're married to her,

But why is it you that I dream about

why is my body longing for yours.

I can still feel your touch,

your kiss,

your skin.

If I close my eyes

I can remember the smell of you

the feel of you

our bodies as one

why did I have to let you go?

I lost you to her

when all I had to do was speak

you left me that night

when all I wanted

was for you to stay

it could have turned out

different,

different for us,

we could have been different

together.

instead we sit here thinking of what might have been

talking about the "what ifs"

when we can't go back

we can change where we are

married to two different people

but stuck loving one another.