I'm inlove with the gangster (BOOK 2)

CHAPTER 3

Julia pov

Its been a month seen i discharge on the hospital....

I cant believe that isabelle can do this to mee...

I mean she's my bestfriend.....

But i think i was wrong...

Cause if she is my bestfriend she would let me to take  my happiness....

And if she love's yugyeom she will give his happines....

This is not happines....

I just married to yugyeom but i feel so alone....

Since i discharge at the hospital yugyeom always going home late....

I dont know why.....

11:30pm

"where is he?"

"its almost midnight"

*call*

*pick up the phone!*

*I TOLD U TO PICK UP THE P-*

"Hello?"

I heard a familiar voice and its a girl....

My tears already showed up

"who is this?"i ask her

"isabelle her girlfriend,why?"she replaid

"WHAT?"
"IS yugyeom cheating on me?"

"huh?i guess yes..."
"he love isabelle"
"WHY DID HE MARRY ME IF HE LOVES ISABELLE"

"HELLO?"
"ARE U STILL THERE"
"BABE SOMEONE IS CALLING"
"WHO"yugyeom ask

"shes right....he is hergirlfriend..."

"oh sheyttt.......Julia?!?"

"glad u remember me....i wonder why did isabelle know me and maybe u change my name to friend or unkown number am i right?"i said over the phone while crying

"its not what its look like love....isabelle need me now"he explain

"and i need you to...."i said

"love..isabelle got an accident she doesnt remember anything her parents want me to stay to her and.."yugyeom cut his word

"i need to do this...i need to divorce u"he said

"d-divorce?"
"w-why?"

"....as what i said i love yugyeom...this is his happiness....i should give it to him..."

"if that is what you want....i will give it to you...i hope your happy your decision...."i said

"julia i'm sor-"

*hang up*

I run to the bathroom and cry....

"he is so stupid..."
"he let me down"
"he lied to me"
"everything he said to me was lied"

"I CANT BELIEVE I FOOL AGAIN"

i take a pill which cause to sleep...

Instead of one pill
I take all of them....

Then my head bumb in the wall and collapse..

And lasting i remember was the pain of my heart....

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I slowly woke up and i saw 7 man looking at me worried...

"w-where am i?"i ask to them

"julia are you ok?"the boy said

"yes...but sorry to ask u this...who are u?"i ask him confuse

"y-you dont remember me?"the  boy said

"i am youngjae remember your bestfriend...right? Pls remember me julia.."he said

Youngjae......

My tears fall

And i dont know why...

I just cant remember anything..

"s-sorry....i dont....remember you"i said

"are u sure you dont remember us or your just acting it because i hurt u..."the another boy said

"his voice...."
"so familiar..."

"i-i swear....i dont even know u!i dont even remember my whole name.."i explaine

"but do i mind what is your name?"i ask him

"yugyeom"he simply said

"yugyeom?"

I felt i want to cry...

But i dont know why...

My tears showed up and i feel pain in my heart.....

"s-sorry...but i need to..."i didnt finish my word cause i collapse there....

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When i woke up again i saw the guys earlier name yugyeom.....

"what happen?"i ask him

"thank god youre awake"he said while wiping his tears

"why are u crying?"i ask him

"cause i am completly stupid...you lost to me many times and now...i let you go...i cannot forgive myself what i did to you...what u did to yourself...."he said while sobbing...

"w-what?"i said and my tears fell off on my eyes....

"youre married to me julia bae alonzo....but i want to get divorce to you because of your bestfriend accident...she lost her memories like u and her parents beg me to leave u and live with isabelle"  he explain

"if u love that time why did u agree"i ask him

"cause they will hurt u again and again...and i dont want to see you hurt..."he said

"but still....if u love me...u fight for me...but...i guess u didnt love that well as u love my bestfriend"i said

" you didnt understand me julia...."he said

"i dont need to understand you...i guess that julia before did right...she want to forget u...i understang why i did that to.myself....Cause she is completly lost to her mind...while u were gone i woke up....and youngjae and jaebum was there (A/n:2JAEE)He told me to stay on state for a year to recover my condition and they will help me to remember the good memories not a My history"i said to him

"So your leaving me....here alone?"he ask

"you had my bestfriend....u need her more than me....i'll comeback if my heart its ok..'i said to him....

"And dont forget...even i dont completly remember you...dont forget that i love u....ok....pls do me a favor leave me now....pls"i said to him

"well then this is goodbye...love"

"bye"

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