Taken For Granted💔

Pt 10

(Play the song ,volume not loud but enough so you can hear the song )
I'd hear a song, I've heard it before but the singer seems different.. I'd listen more carefully and I'd hear faint crys.. Is Chip crying?
Id push open the door, (Turn up your volume so the song is louder)
Id walk over to you , your still laid in bed and your watching a video on your phone .. there are tears pouring down your cheeks ..
Me:Chip ! What's wrong?!
He doesn't reply, and all he does is hug me.. tight.
Me:Talk to me
I say tearing up
Chip:This is the song my mum sang before she committed suicide..
That's when I broke down, I'd look him in the eyes and hold him close .
Me:I'm always going to be here for you , no matter what.. you can tell me everything you know that right?
Chip:Her own mother left her at 6 years old , and she took one of my dads guns and shot herself in the head..
Me:Why did your dad have guns?
Chip:He worked in the army.. I couldn't tell him she died ,  I was scared and alone.. until Simon , who was my bestfriend in middle school brought me to his house and I grew up with him and his family ..
I'd wipe my eyes , and I'd cup his hand in mine..
Me:Chip, I love you.. you deserve so much in life and I'll never leave you.
My words make him cry more...
Chip:I love you too..
I'd take his phone out his hands and I'd stop the song ..
(Make sure the song isn't playing anymore)
He wraps his arms around me one more time and I get enough courage to ask..
Me:Why? Why did she do it?
He'd take his arms from around me , and he lowers his right hand onto my thigh ..
Chip:She says she was scared..
Me:Of what?
Chip:Not being good enough, she was upset that she never got to see my father again , and she loved him so much .
Me:But she had you ? You was there for her..
Chip:She didn't seem to process that I was there at all.. she seemed to think that nobody cared about her and she relates that back to why her mum left her.
He cries a little again , but before the tear could fall i wipe it away with my thumb.
Me:Come on , there's no need for that
That's when he pulls me in , and kisses me..

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Sorry I haven't uploaded in a while , been a bit distracted will write more ! Quite and upsetting one this one.. but I warned you all at the start it's gonna be a hard story.. keep reading though if you enjoy!💗