I held my lips with the tips of my fingers tracing it slowly still feeling Jinyoung's soft lips on mine. No matter how hard I tried to get into it, I kept seeing Taehyung's face every time I close my eyes. This isn't right anymore. I need to move on and Im being an idiot still holding on.
I took out the one thing that made me truly believe that Taehyung will return to have my heart again.
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Y/N....
I want to make you truly believe that... I LOVE YOU❤❤❤
Believe me okay?....
Unfortunately.... this is going to be the last note I ever leave you....
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The very last note he gave me... I love you....
"Was any of that true...." I mumbled to myself as I kept looking out at the distance as I stood on bridge looking over my reflection on the water. Did he really love me?....or did he just like the fact that I made him forget Minah....the girl who he poured his heart out to... loved her unconditionally... it changed him...
I looked down at my hands thats holding the letter. "Even if I miss you...are you missing me?... I still cry for you....and I know for a fact that I would die for you...I don't want myself to believe that everything you've done and said to me meant nothing...but that's the truth isn't it?...it all means nothing..."
"Y/N...." That voice...its him... "Every thing....its all true...I really love you....there was not a single second that I didn't...don't..." I slowly turned around to him scoffing.
"Don't?! Do you take me for someone stupid?...I heard it....you sa-"
"I know what I said...but...I just..." Taehyung cuts himself off and looks down.
"You can't even look at me can you?" I couldn't hold back the sniff and anyone can easily tell how broken my voice was on the verge of crying.
"I don't want to lose you" he finally looks up to me.
"But I can't lose her either" he confesses.
"Its either her or me...." I clenched onto my top tightly trying to really stop myself from sounding weak. "If you're happy with her....then Im happy for..you....but I can't be in your life anymore...." I took a deep breath in sharply. "Don't make me stay....because it kills me....seeing you...With her...seeing you touch her....hold her....look at her the way you used to look at me....I can't take it...I really can't....it hurts...Right.Here" I pointed right where it feels like a hole is being made by the second...my wounded heart.
I walked closer to him and held one side of his face, this is the last time that I'd get to touch him. He closes his eyes and his tears that he too had been holding in finally falls down. I lean in closer to him slowly...until my lips have touched his cheeks. I close my eyes savouring this moment like it was the last thing I was doing before I die.
"Bye Tae" I whisper softly and turned around and walked away slowly. Really hoping that he'd stop me...
Please stop me....
Taehyung pov
Why can't I just tell her?!.... I love her so much, the thought of not having y/n in my life seems so impossible....and painful...a life without a soul...a life without a light....a life with no source of...life....
She....is my life....
I want to stop her...Don't walk away....
"Jebal...." Stop walking....
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