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October 11 Wednesday
Tomorrow is a class field trip to another high school. It's at PMA, the school that my parents would like me to go to. I don't like the school because it's an all girl school. Well next year the school is going co-ed but how many guys will actually attend? What five guys? Come on like really! I need guys. Without them I'll probably die of focus. Guys provide a distraction from school, books, and life itself. I need like a crush to dream over. Sigh. If I go to PMA, my life will be like hell.
Anyway, so tomorrow the class is going to PMA and I'm planning to sit with Dominic. I really love the guy. I just I hope I don't mess up with him. He's really a great guy. Oh, and that reminds me..... I said something I should not have to him. Okay, so at the end of school, I was going to tell him I love him and kiss him right there on his lips. Though instead I told him, “You know I can't date a guy that has bad grades.” and then some random other stuff. Now I feel like I insulted him and I made a fool out of myself. I really wish I had kissed him or hugged him.
Also I almost created a war within me and Dominic. So as I entered Math in the morning, the other class was coming out. I said hi to Michael and then he handed my his coat. The coat I had really liked when I first saw him. I was soooooooo happy! I was just about to hug Michael and yell “I love you!”. Then I remembered that Dominic was right next to me so I just said with a brilliant smile on my face, “Thanks Michael sooo much!” I made an excited noise and showed Dominic it. He looked fine but I knew he was probably angry inside. I thanked myself for thinking before speaking. Then I walked into class and went to my seat. Today is just really messed up. Oh and I still have Michael's coat. I'm going to wash it tomorrow and then give it back to him on Monday.
Well tomorrow is a big day so I better go back to sleep. Night!
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Teen FictionMy life ain't that simple. It's not easy being naive and innocent, but now a year later looking back, I realize it was easy. Now I want to tell you my story. And not every story has a happy ending.
