little logangster (Logan Paul X reader) (COMPLETED)

lost

Logan's POV:i wake up to the sound of maverick almost yelling in my ear, I look at the clock and realize that its 1 pm, I guess I partied to hard last night but honestly I've being doing so, for the past couple of weeks, idk what came over me , one moment I was strong, and I couldn't wait until they got back, but once she told that they would be gone for longer, it was like I lost myself, not because of the amount of time that they would be gone, but when she told me the news, the tone she said it , I can tell she is enjoying her life so much more over there, so I lost my self trying to get mi mind off of them because if she decides to not comeback, idk what I would do, but if I stop thinking about it from now on , it might not be as hard later on. the only thing that has me worried is Evan he is always so worried about me, he is becoming my mom, literally, but I guess he is right, I mean I've being drinking until I can not stand by myself, or until I can't really remember anything the next day, but so far is good like I haven't woken up in a random person room or anything like that, but I'm going to take it easy for this week, I have lots of auditions to go to lots of photoshoots for  maverick, so no time for distractions.

Logan goes into the kitchen to make himself breakfast.

Evan: hey good morning dude.

Logan: hey what is up.

Evan: nothing much how about you.

Logan: well just you know, I have to go to. photoshoot today but that is it.

Evan: do you have any plans tonight?

Logan: EVAN!!! I know what you are doing, I get it and I really appreciate it, but you don't have to be my mom 24/7.

Evan: well if I'm not gonna take on the role then I guess i'll cal your mom to take care of you, your real mom, the one who birthed you, because honestly you need help, what you are doing to yourself isn't healthy, you are hurting your self in so many ways.

Logan: Evan thank you, but I am a grown adult and I can take care of myself.

Evan: haven't shown me that yet.

Logan: well if ti makes you feel better I won't be going out to party this whole week how about that.

Evan: that sound great.

(Y/N) Pov: it has being a month since we left and life here feels so good, it's great  here I have to go to photoshoots almost everyday, but since I love doing this it doesn't even feel like work, I guess they are right when they tell if you do what you love, it will never feel like work, or something along those lines, idk I'm just so excited about today, I'm meating an old friend of mine, his name is Alex, and he moved to Europe a  year ago, he is also a model, and we meet senior year of high school we both moved to California together with Nora, but our career started back home, and we meet in one of our photoshoots and he has always being there for me, but with work and all the crazy things that have being happening I haven't being able to talk to him lately, I am so excited to see him, I'm really excited for him to meet cameron, and being with him will take mi mind off Logan, I've being trying to call him but he wont answer and everytime I call Evan he either tells me that he is working or he is partying, I really thought that if we were apart for a little while, it would helps us realize how we really felt about each other but so far nothing, I don't even want to think about him, the thought of him makes me angry, like how can you just ignore me and your child, oh but when I talk to him if I ever do, he is going to have to hear me, but now i'll go get cam  and myself ready to meet my friend.

a couple of hours go by and you go to the restaurant were he said he would be meeting you.

Alex: ( sitting down at a table) hey (Y/N) over here.

you follow and sit down.

Alex: so this is your baby boy.

(Y/N): yes his name is cameron;

Alex: well nice to meet you cameron.

cameron: (smiles)

(Y/N):omg im so excited to see you how have you being how is life?!!!!!

Alex: well the usual photoshoot, some dates here and there noting to serious so far, my life its not too interesting to be honest, but how about you, you seem to have being busy, so why don't you tell me a bit about what you have being up to.

(Y/N):weeeelll...

you explain everything to Alex, how you meet Logan, what happened that night, and how sweet he has being since the beginning, and then your conversation drifts to work, and from work to high school, and the time goes by so fast, you are having a blast, you have no care in the world, you forget about all of your worries and enjoy the moment.he later on drops you and cameron off at the apartment that you have being renting with nora for the couple of months that you will be staying here, and alex and you make more plans to go out another day that week, life seems perfect at the moment.