who to hate? || Anthony Trujillo (3rd BOOK of Who To Blame? SERIES)

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HEYYA PEEPS!💘💘
Welcome to the 3rd book of this series!!!

If you haven't check em out, you better read em now!😜🌈

1st book: Who To Blame?

2nd book: Who To Believe?

"Morning baby. You wake up early today" He sleeps next to me with his arms wrapped around me. My back touching his bare chest making me able to feel everything inside of him including his heart beat. I smile looking down to my hand. Smiling even wider once i saw the prettiest ring i've ever seen. "Is it weird for you to be married in such a young age?" I tilt my head up looking at him and he laughs. "Who to blame when it came to love right?"

"No i mean..." i look down at my stomach. A doubt running trough my head then he runs his hands wrapping my whole chest tight making me hardly breathing. "We can wait until you're ready to carry the baby inside you" he kisses my jawline. I smile and nodded.

Deep down im honestly depressed about it. I just...
I don't know...
Im not ready...

The we walk downstairs and everyone gather around and making a huge mess as always. "Come here love birds! Im making you guys a special pancakes for breakfast" Chance with his chef hat acting all professional as hell making me chuckle. "Thanks Chancy" i laugh
"Call my name one more time young lady" he touch the tip of my nose with his thumb
"Thanks Chef Chancy". "Good girl"

"Any plans for today guys?" Chad sit next to me. "Nope" i popped the P.
"Hey! I got some idea" Hell yeah Jake is never running out of ideas. "Go to the van now!!" He laughs and taking apollo with him. "What? Where to?" Tessa groan since it'll took a good 2 hours for her completely dressed up and putting on makeup. Unlike Erika, she's a slow walker.

"I'll go change. C'mon" Anthony pulls my hands running upstairs. "No im not" i frown. Yes im a lazy fucker.
"With THAT booty short? No. Go change" he rolls his eyes pulling my hands again. Then we headed to his room and put on a decent outfit. "Don't look!" I laughs as i caught him staring at my movement from the mirror. "No. Still looking" He hold his head with his left hand. Sitting on the corner of his bed. "Ugh c'mon" i rolled my eyes. "What's the point of not looking? Soon i'll fucking stare on ur naked body the whole time" He smirks.
Fuck he's cringey as hell but i like it dunno why. His eyes full of admiration, making me couldn't be more grateful to have him.

Then we headed to the van and yeah had no idea where the hell is Jake actually taking us to.
We sing along to Chance, Anthony, and Landon's song and it was super lit! Everyone is vlogging but Tessa and Chance. They sit next to each other and they don't ever realise that the rest was talking about them the whole entire time and zooming in-out their face all the time. Literally laughing to their face but they were om their own world. Until jake's yelling "CHESSA IS BACK!!!!" Then Chance and Tessa looks so embarrassed but they shrug it off  "Oh c'mon guys you gotta socialise in real life. Vlogging is not always the right way to keep up with ur life" Chance got his point but he was beyond embarrassed making me giggle non stop. So does everybody else.

••••Chance's POV••••
"You guys look cute together" the voice of Z still breaking my bone.
I have no idea why tho
But i smile and making sure Tessa wasn't paying attention at my reaction.
Tessa's cute and all i know, i loved her. But i don't even know if that feelings would even come back or not.

Im just not really in mood for being the main topic, im just enjoying every moment. That's all. Its not me flirting with Tessa, she actually start it first. I just... i don't know..

••••Anthony's POV••••
We open the windows, letting the wind running trough our faces. Then i see Zeeva. God she's gorgeous even when she's falling asleep. Her black hair running trough her face. She was so peaceful to stare. Too peaceful until im drowning in fantasies.

Then i snap out hearing Ivan yells "Oh seriously Jake?!" He groans seeing Jake parks the van in front of Logan's apartment. "It'll be fun guys! Apollo gotta meet Kong!" I giggle at Jake's response. "Wake up love, we're here" i whisper to her left ear and she opens her eyes slowly. I could never stop smiling. "Where am i?" She's cute when she's confused.
"My heart" i smirk. And she punches me weakly to my arms and laugh.

I turn on the cam and started vlogging. "GOOOOOD morning Chantions! Whats poppin?" Chance jumps to me and filling up the intro. "Now we're at Logan's and we're gonna start some beef between this strong ass puppy and Kong" i pont my cam to Kade who is holding Apollo with his both hands.

••••Back to Z's POV••••
"Whoa sorry" then my body is falling to the ground. A figure had just bumped to me. And i stands up cleaning my self from the dirt and im looking at the figure who had bumped and helped me up. "Im Thomas by the way! Thomas Petrou" Bless his smile. I smile shaking his hand "Z, nice to meet you Thomas!".
I didn't even realise that he's joining us. I was sleeping the whole time.

"Congratulations by the way" he smiles goofily and i chuckle "Thank you!" Then a fucking plate is thrown away infront of my fucking eyes once i open the door making me froze in place in shock.
"What. The. Fuck. Logan" i stare at him. Then everybody else laugh but me.
"Come here small bean! I've missed you! Congratulations girl" He hugs me and lifting me up and i instantly forgive him. "Hahah me too!"
"Bro did you even smash??" Logan whispers to Anthony. Yeah whispering loudly making sure i hear everything. I rolled my eyes.
And Anthony laughinh his ass off

I mean, im not virgin. But i haven't had sex since a few years ago. It makes me feel like a brand new fucking person. Seems like im a virgin somehow.

"C'MON KONG YOU CAN DO IT!"
"APOLLO YOU WON'T DISAPPOINT ME RIGHT?" "KONG KONG KONG!" "APOLLO GONNA WIN DEFINITELY!"
"PUNCH HIM A!!" "ROAR THE SHIT OUTTA HIM KONG!" "WONG THE AVERAGE IS AVERAGEEEEEE"

The room was like a fucking mess.
They make a tiny fight arena for both Kong and Apollo. Beyond cute
Everyone was vlogging and honestly Apollo is the most badass puppy i've ever seen.

Then we're chilling for a min and turns off all the vlogging cam. And Jake announces us that the team10 members will perform at Pennsylvania amd everyone were instantly hyped but me and Nathan. We're just the shooters. We'll just record all the happiness but we'll never be participate in it as an individuals.

"What's wrong love?" He tuck some of my hair to the back of my ear. Im still frowning. "I'm not gonna be there too am i?" Im about to cry cause i've dreamt to perform something to a huge mass of people. "Hey look at me"
"We're all family and everyone is coming. No exceptions. We're gonna conquer the crowd okay baby?" He lift my chin and giving me a small peck on my lips. Charging me up like an electricity.

Then we headed back to the team10 house. The day wasn't as tiring as usual, but today was lit.

God, please keep this boy happy for me. His happiness is all that matters for me. He may not be the best person for the world, but he's all i ask and i don't need anything else but his touch, his smile, his dimple, his laugh, his love

I would sacrifice my life to keep him alive. But God, please don't let him do the same thing for me....