I'm Your Secret Admirer

1: Wasn't What I Had Expected

Yay, so here's my first NIALL HORAN fanfic, but not to worry, I will still be working on my other fanfics too:) Anyway, Hope you enjoy the first chapter!

Oh and btw: This is mainly just a Niall love story (that is purely fiction), but all boys will show up in the story now and then at some point,  just not always:)

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CHAPTER 1

Niall’s P.O.V

**FLASHBACK**

We sat there in silence, gazing up at the stars from our favorite secret hiding place where we used to come all the time when we were little.

“Niall?” her sweet soft voice called out beside me, as I immediately turned towards her, giving her one of my friendly smiles in return.

“Yeah?” I replied back, as I watched her eyes stare straight into mine, the smile she wore a minute ago had instantly faded and for once she looked serious, like she was about tell me something important.

I continued to keep that same friendly smile on my face, trying not to let it affect me; when her faint laugh had suddenly broken the awkward silence between us and she shook her head from left to right with a cheeky smile plastered back where it was.

“I just want you to know that I think your amazing…” her shaky brittle voice said but paused as it looked like she was trying to hold back something, before seeing a tear drop splash onto her natural rosy cheeks.

“Hey, why are you crying?” I worriedly asked, whipping away her tears with my hands as she looked back up at me, giving me a weaker smile.

“Nothing, it’s just… I’m also really really glad I’ve got a best friend like you Niall” she finally said before it took almost everything I had to not show my true reaction to what she had just said to me.

 “I’m really glad I’ve got you too… as a best friend” I added the last sentence off, turning away because I knew that if our eyes met again in that moment, she’d notice for sure that I wasn’t being honest. But it was true though…well the first part was.

Suddenly, I felt her head rest onto my shoulder as I turned back around, noticing that she was now staring back up into the stars.

“You’ll always be my best friend Niall, no matter what” she confessed, as my heart twisted a little at the ‘always’ part.

But I don’t want to just stay as your best friend though. Alyssa I don’t… I mentally thought to myself before finally letting out a quick sigh and resting my head on top of hers, examining the whole area that held all our childhood memories together.

Well at least we still had this.

 **END OF FLASHBACK**

Shaking the old memory out of my head about what happened last spring with her, I sprinted out into the empty hallway, making sure that I was the first to get out of that classroom.

I had to get there in time before anyone else see’s or notices.

I quickly power walked to her locker, remembering exactly where it was, as my hands sank back down, rummaging through my pockets until I pulled out a thin white piece of paper.

Cautiously opening it up, I then quickly scanned through the letter for what must’ve been like the 50th time before nervously folding it up again and taking in a deep breath.