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Je T'Aime | Tsukishima Kei

"...Pathetic"

This is probably going to be sad...sorry.

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Gathering the courage to get up you got off the worn loveseat. From there you headed towards the shoe rack to get your boots.

Tying the laces, you slipped on a light coat. No need to bother with other things. You slipped through the door and quickly locked it. 

Looking back at the sad little house you lived in, you sighed and mumbled a good bye to whoever was there.

Opening the door and stepping out onto the sidewalk, you took notice of how chilly it had gotten. Leaves cascaded on the ground as children played outside.

Letting out a sigh, you began walking down the sidewalk. Your eyes played tricks on you as everywhere you went he seemed to follow. It was almost like you saw a shadow. 

Confused and upset, you found yourself wandering to the same place you always went.

The cemetery.

That's where you met him and that's where he is now.

A few feet under the ground.

Following the heavily walked path, you entered through the large cast iron gates. Graves lined in rows, many decorated from past holidays and anniversaries.

Running a hand through your hair you felt a buzz in your pocket. So you stopped to take out your phone. It was a message from Yamaguchi.

"Please don't tell me you're there again."

Ignoring his message, you made your way over a small hill to get out of the semi wooded area. It was a field of graves. You knew his by heart.

Your feet quickly made it to the grave, then it seemed like your legs gave out. Landing on your knees, your eyes were in direct line with the tombstone.

Tsukishima Kei
Loved son and husband
9/27/01 - 10/07/xx

Struggling to not cry, you covered your mouth. It hurt too much. He was gone.

Your husband was gone.

His beautiful golden eyes.

His large hands that held yours tightly.

His soft smile that would melt your heart.

Tears cascaded over your cheeks, your hiccups coming out loudly. The mourning period never seemed to stop because the hurt in your heart never faded.

"Why are you gone...Kei?" You asked. The soft wind blew a chill right through your bones. 

You took out a book to read to him while you stayed at his grave. It calmed you down.

You read out loud. A cold wind blew, making you look up from your reading.

Glancing at your surroundings, you remembered his words that day he found you here.

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"What are you doing here? This is a cemetery you know." The young seven year old Tsukishima Kei said as he looked at your form.

There you sat underneath an old willow tree, reading a book. No one ever saw you without one.

"I'm reading, baka. What else do you think I'm doing?" You glanced at the blonde, his tallness making you snort.

"What are you laughing at?" He asked, sitting down beside you. His actions made you stop laughing.

"It's just funny how everyone thinks you're scary because you're tall." You mumbled, flipping the page as you began to read again.

"Isn't that in French?" Tsukishima asked, watching as your eyes moved back and forth from line to line.

"Yes, do you want me to read it to you?" You smiled at the blonde, who blushed in response.

"W-Whatever you want." He mumbled as he scratched his neck.

Softly you read to the blonde, who seemed entertained when you spoke in French. When you translated, he only nodded in response.

He secretly loved the way you spoke, your accent and all that came with it. So much that he actually fell asleep against that willow tree, in that cemetery, right next to you.

"Sweet dreams mon cher." You whispered to the blonde as you turned your attention back to the book.

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Running your thin fingers across the cold stone, you began to sing.

"Be still, be safe, be sure,
Je t'aime je t'aime toujor."

Wiping your eyes, you sucked in another breath before continuing.

"Wishing, praying
All your dreams come true
Please remember
Where'er are my heart is with you."

Picking yourself up from the grass where you sat, you looked back at the old willow tree. Bending down, you whispered one more thing.

"Sweet dreams mon cher."

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A/N:
*cries in French* wow idk why but Tsukishima is making me feel sad. anyways dont hurt me it's just what I'm feeling right now. Also I didn't edit this I legit just wrote this in the last 30 minutes WOOHOOOOOO