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Everytime | Sugawara Koushi

"Sensei, I don't play volleyball for merit."

Song: Everytime by Britney Spears (I love Britney god damn it)

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Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

"Koushi...I'm sorry." You whispered to the male, watching his saddened expression.

"No, I don't want to hear it (f/n). I guess I didn't need you after all." He mumbled, pounding his fist against the table.

"Please! I'm sorry! I'll try my best, I promise I won't see him anymore!" You yelled at him, tears rolling down your cheeks.

Suga walked over to the door, opening it. Outside rain was falling gently, a warm summer day turned dark and dreary.

Every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

"Don't leave...Koushi...please..." You begged, his figure disappearing behind a slamming door.

All those mistakes...all those fights. Broken promises. Sometimes you wished you never made those mistakes, desperate and needy mistakes.

I make-believe
That you are here
It's the only way
That I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easily

Yet you couldn't fix it. You couldn't mend something that was shattered.

His eyes said so much that night, so much it bothered you. So you left that house of horrors and ran.

And ran.

You couldn't see to clearly, the downpour getting worse. Deciding to cross the street, where there was a bench to sit on.

Every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see
You in my dreams
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

It was not a good idea.

The car skidded, colliding with your body upon impact. Your body flew a few feet, resting on the side of the street.

A woman got out, completely freaked out by the incident. She started screaming for help as she dialed some number on her phone. Many residents came out of their houses to see the horrible scene upon arrival.

Sirens were coming, but they were soft. Not close enough to save you. Your heart was stopping, everything was going to be silent.

You slowly closed your eyes, seeing nothing but black.

"Forgive me Koushi."

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

Sirens rang out all over the town, relaying to the horrible accident that occurred. Suga heard all of them as he sat on a bench, drenched in warm rain.

He tried calling over and over again, but to no avail. You were not picking up. Fearing the worst, he decided to see what the sirens were going to.

Arriving on the scene, Suga saw your lifeless body being put on a stretcher. His eyes couldn't believe what he was seeing, as many responders surrounded you.

Soon you were put in an ambulance and they drove away. He stood motionless, completely consumed by grief and heartbreak. Suga wondered if you were going to make it out alive.

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

When Koushi arrived at the hospital, he pleaded with the front desk that his girlfriend was just taken in.

They allowed him to go back, knowing that they could do nothing now.

When he made it back, you were laid on a bed. There was nothing hooked up to you.

"What the hell is this?" Koushi yelled at a doctor, who looked at him with sadness.

"She was pronounced dead upon arrival. I'm sorry." The doctor said, giving Koushi a pat on the shoulder.

His knees gave out. You were gone, and now he could never apologize for the way he acted.

Koushi took your limp hand and kissed it, wishing for it to be warm and not cold. Your eyes were closed and he wished to see those (e/c) hues one more time.

He wished for your smile, yet your mouth seemed to be emotionless.

With another shaky breath, Koushi slipped on the cold metal band onto your left hand. He rubbed your ring finger, which now hosted an engagement ring.

Every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see
You in my dreams
Its haunting me
I guess I need you baby

"I'm sorry (f/n)."

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y'all better not hate Britney because she's my entire life and she's so fantastic 💯
Omg this is so sad and short 😭 I'm sorry that's all I got. I had a dream this happened and my heart actually hurts. When I was writing this I was actually crying. The song helps too!