"Isn't it the best to attack before being attacked?"
Song: Boy Meets Evil - BTS (Jungkook, J-Hope)
"Tetsu, I want to go to Tokyo Uni! I can't follow you everywhere!" You said frustrated, trying to get your point across.
You two never fought, never.
The light of my future is dimming
Because of my childish love, I lost my way on a path of dream
The venom of my ambition, I sharpened my knife every day
But because of my uncontrollable greed,
My knife became dull
I know it all"Can't you just apply to a different university? Seriously (f/n)! You don't listen to my concerns!" Kuroo said, running a hand through his bed head.
You could see it in his eyes, the way they looked. Hurt. Confused.
"Tetsu, you know it's the university for me! I'll be close to my family and friends, why can't you go there too?" You asked, feeling the stress build up. It would be less than two weeks until you both graduate.
This love is another name for devil
Don't hold her hand
I shouted but turned away from my conscience
I feel the sharp reality more every day
There's red blood from being torn apart by reality
I never thought that
The greed would become the trumpet heralding hell
Breathe"Because...I want to play volleyball. You know that. I'm sorry, but that's where I want to be." Rubbing the back of his neck, Kuroo sat down on his couch.
"You lied." You stated, grabbing your bag by the couch.
"Please, (f/n) I want to join Japan's National Volleyball team! I promise...if I don't get in I'll come back immediately." Kuroo stated, watching as you walked towards the door.
"Good bye Kuroo. See you at school." With that, you left Kuroo standing in his living room all alone.
My breath is getting shorter
I close my eyes every night from twisted reality
The music box of tragedy echoes
But in order to be free from this crime
It's impossible to forget and give up
Because those lips were too sweetJust like you stated, you entered school the next day to see Kuroo already with Kenma and a few others. You walked right past them, the scent of your perfume making Kuroo look as you walked away.
He hated seeing you walk away from him.
For a matter of fact, you ignored his text and calls for the next week and a half. You both graduated without a hitch.
"Congratulations, Kuroo." You said from behind, making him jump a foot.
"O-Oh yeah congrats (f/n)." Kuroo mumbled, watching as you looked down at your feet.
"I'm sorry...I ignored you. I've decided I'll go with your deal...and set you free." You reached and took his calloused hand, rubbing it.
Kuroo was surprised, but he leaned down and kissed your forehead. His heart felt so tight but he wanted to follow his dreams. He also wanted you to follow your dreams too.
"I love you Tetsu, forever." You leaned into his chest and hugged him.
I threw away my future because I was drunk on dating
When I woke up, I was surrounded by land mines
Surrounded by people's stares that can't be touched
I shout for a miracle in this reality
(Rewind)
It was crazy good
I was an idiot addicted to sweetness
Yeah an idiot
I didn't want to let go of the devil's handIt turns out Kuroo did make the team, and he was always away from you. Even when he was in Tokyo...he never once made an effort to see you. There you sat, waiting.
He was middle blocker, a position he's held since high school. It's been 5 years since you graduated with Kuroo.
It was the last time you hugged him and saw his bed head. There was something wrong with your heart...you were supposed to give him up.
But Kuroo Tetsurou had your heart.
You were greedy to start college and follow your dream of (whatever) but it ended up not working out. So the next semester you started taking a business degree.
Now you had a successful job in a travel company, which took up most of your time. You managed many parts of the company and in return got to travel to many parts of the world.
You even debated seeing Kuroo once...but you decided he needed his privacy.
What went so wrong? Your relationship was so...sweet. You gave him up.
Too bad but it's too sweet
It's too sweet it's too sweet
Too bad but it's too sweet
It's too sweet it's too sweetNow he traveled playing volleyball, the one thing he truly loved. You were in a spot in your life where you decided it's okay to be alone. You would wait for him.
Too bad but it's too sweet
It's too sweet it's too sweet
Too bad but it's too sweet
It's too sweet it's too sweetStanding on your balcony, you looked over the view of Tokyo and surrounding areas. You struggled not to cry, wiping your nose with your sweatshirt sleeve.
"I'm tired of waiting for you! And you never come to see me!" You stood straight up, pushing up your sleeves.
"I said forever!"
It's too evil
It's too evil
It's too evil
Yeah it's evil"Maybe love is evil after all."
I know the song is about how love can be full of lies and that greed is bad (at least my interpretation)
(angst lovers where you at tho, give me some good ideas)
Love you Kuroo ❤️ Don't hate me
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Update: FUCK I DIDNT CHECK THE SPELLING GOD DAMN WHATEVEr
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