The Lanes. Draco x Reader x George

I need him

I smiled as I walked into my room, alone time is what I need. Mum wasn't home yet, and my help are all down in the kitchen preparing a big dinner. I jumped onto my bed face down and started to cry. I stayed like that until I felt someone sit by me, and rub my back. I panicked at what to tell my mum. Until I saw it was Draco, "Ahh, what are you doing here," I asked loudly. He gave a weak smile, Mother and Father insisted I stay over here during break. I thought you knew. Now tell me what's going on," he whispered softly. I shook my head no, "everyone that knows already hates me, including myself. And you will especially. Trust me."

Draco sighed, "I'm pretty sure I could never hate you. You're perfect." I laughed, knowing my mental breakdown was coming, "perfect? Wouldn't you like to know what little miss perfect did?! She went off started dating a guy, even though she knows she's engaged. Even though she knows she's in love with you. And she broke the one rule of the engagement, and is now currently single. And is going to remain that way. Because your parents are going to hate my family after they find out. George was right, you'll never want me," I sobbed out. Not being able to control the words coming out of my mouth.

I hide my face in my pillow, to ashamed to look at him, to terrified. He was so still and quiet, until he finally spoke. "You lost your virginity to him... I thought maybe you had, but it hurt too much to think it was real. But I guess it is, I wish you wouldn't have done that, it's going to make all of this harder." I sat up, forcing myself to look at him while he breaks our arranged marriage off, "make what harder?" He looked into my eyes, "it's going to make keeping all of this a secret from my parents' harder."

I swallowed, confused, "why would you do that?" He chuckled lowly, "because despite you dating him and losing 'it' to him. I still want you." I moved back, "why would you ever want me... I'm leftovers," I cried a bit, forcing myself to stop. Draco moved closer, "you're too good to be such a word, you're definitely too good for me, even after everything you did. I'm literally you backup guy and I still want to marry you, because I.. I love you," he whispered the last part. I moved his bangs off of his face, "no, I've always loved you first. Longer, stronger, more..." I spook low, afraid to look into his eyes. Until he forced me to, "Look. At. Me." I shivered at his words but listened. He started kissing me, I kissed back, and it was fire. It was needy, like his been longing for it for a while. And I finally realize, I've needed it too. As his tongue danced with mine, I thought of all the times growing up I was scared or alone, he was the one to change it. I've always needed him, and that won't change. He's the one I want, no matter who hates me for it.