It hurts the most when smile

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You know what hurt the most? Not when I lay stare at the ceiling, and think of the way you hurt me. Not all the promises you've broken, with no effect to you. Not the fact that when I look into his eyes, all I see is another person who can add damage. Not even the fact that I sit and think of whats wrong with me and break down, because even when I tried to be my best, I still wasn't enough.

What hurts the most is when I'm taking a walk outside and I'm forced to remember all the smiles We went through. Every memory then replays in my mind and adds a tear, that stains a line down my cheek. When I remember our laughs, its now a squeech that make my ear bleed,my soul paranoid , and adds another slash across my heart.

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