It feels like I'm drowning without water I still gas for air – I still reach out screaming. My body goes from hot to cold and then it's numb. I finally become paralyzed and I begen to sink. In the blink of an eye the feeling comes and goes.
What makes me float and sink? I'll never figure it out. I'm at the bottom now. still drowning and full of life. My lungs are burning, my body is throbbing and my eyes are about to burst. I want to kick I want to swim but at this moment I'm a passenger, no control, no say. I'm just here kicking and screaming in agony. Then suddenly in a blink of an eye I'm floating and paralyzed. The sun makes my skin melt and blister, I feel at ease. I can finally feel my skin and my outer body. My fear swims below me. At this moment I'm wishing that something takes me out. I don't even wish for a boat or a plane to take me away and save me. I'm in the middle of darkness, hurt, and bruised. It's more likely for me to die at this point but it's been a while, no one has saved me, nothing has put me out of my misery. I'm just drowning in thoughts.
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My Silent Scream....(personal Poems)
Mystère / ThrillerUnless your mind is open,wild, and hurt your not going to understand anything that's going on.
