IN TOO DEEP│minizerk

8

The next morning I woke up with a horrific headache. It felt someone was stabbing me in the back of my head and wiggling it around so it scraped the front of my skull over and over.

I groaned as I sat up, holding my head in my hands as I rested my elbows on my inner thighs.

"Fucking hell," I mumble as I gently rub my head, which only helps it a tiny ass bit.

"Morning, Josh," I heard someone say beside me. I screamed in fear as I whipped around to identify the person, my butt slipping from the mattress, my back landing on the floor. I groan again, feeling as if I'd cry if I was in any more pain.  "I'm so sorry," the boy exclaims, jumping to my side and helping me sit up. I rub my eyes and look over at him. My heart flutters as I realize it's Simon.

"Your hair's a bit messy," I tease. He panics, pulling his hands off of me and toward his hair, fingering it so it wasn't flat against his head. I place a hand on his arm and chuckle, "I was kidding. You look fine." Simon gives a faint smile as he stares at me. "Can I ask why you were in my bed?"

"Oh!" he exclaims, standing up. He holds out his hand, tugging me to my feet. I lay back down and listen to his explanation. "I came over to keep you out of trouble as you drank quite a bit of booze last night, and ended up falling asleep in your bed I guess."

"Oh, okay," I mutter.

"I hope that wasn't an issue," he squeaks. I chuckle lightly and shake my head as much as I could without causing any more pain.

"It's alright," I smile.

"Do you want me to leave?" he asks, gesturing toward the door.

"You don't have to," I shrug. Simon grins, examining my room a bit further than he must've last night. I hadn't noticed I was staring at him the whole time until he cleared his throat, which made me jump a bit. I apologized with a weak smile and asked if he could get me some medicine for the pain I was in. He nodded and strode off to find where I described the medicine cabinet to be.

I leaned back on the headboard of my bed and sighed as I stared at the ceiling. What's wrong with me?

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Conversation With — Miniminter

how you feelin?

a lot better than this morning

thank you for taking care of me :) i really appreciate it.

no problem :)

how's filming?

boring as hell, i don't like recording gaming videos alone

i know the feeling

you don't like doing anything alone

... you got me there

maybe we could record together sometime?

sounds good to me :)

ok :) i gotta get back to it, i have one last vid to film and then i can edit everything

simon, why don't you take a break? you've been working since you left mine

if we're going out for dinner tomorrow, i need to work overtime tonight

we don't have to go out then, i can bring takeout to you

really? you'd do that?

i don't really enjoy eating at restaurants anyway

ok :) what are we eating?

whatever you're in the mood for

we'll have to wait until tomorrow to find that out :/

that's alright :) just lmk when you're ready for food tmrw

will do :)

have fun filming/editing :) don't work too hard!

i'll try to. and i won't. thank you :)

I sighed as I exited my conversation with Simon and opened my one with JJ.

Conversation With — KSI

are we done then? since you don't talk to me anymore and couldn't give a shit about me.

i don't wanna be done joshua :(

stop calling me joshua. you don't get to call me that anymore. it's josh.

but joshua

unless you wanna be called blocked.

ok ok... josh it is.

why did you do that anyway?

i didn't think it'd wreck our friendship

you're not even gay

how'd you find out

are you kidding me.

so you lied about your sexuality??

i'm biromantic josh

you told me you were gay. that means you like dick, not vagina too.

you're so over dramatic with everything.

maybe. i just feel really betrayed by you.

it was a joke!!

none of your friends took it as a joke.

i'm sorry josh

i didn't even know anyone at your dumb party. most of them were shitfaced... imagine what they'd do to me if i hadn't left.

i'm really sorry josh

you don't seem to be. you're just saying it to say it.

if you wanna know why i took every negative action of yours so horribly, it was because i fucking liked you.

you like me?

likeD

wdym

you're a prick. that doesn't attract the right kind of people.

are you fucking serious?

josh quit leaving me on read

ffs