Don't get me wrong, I need alone time. EVERYONE needs alone time. But if I was alone the majority of the time, I'd be insane or dead.
I thrive off of attention. I need it to survive. If I wasn't given attention, I'd be a mess. I wouldn't be able to stay alive without attention. With a lack of attention due to being alone for a long period of time, my mind goes to dark places and I temporarily become almost depressed. It happens all the time for me.
I hate it. I need attention and to not be alone constantly if I don't want to be like that.
This ties into my fear of abandonment.
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phobophobia • all my fears
РазноеI will regret this, but here's all of my fears in a book, just for your convince. • on hold •
