Player part 6
Dlm kereta tu sya jeling2 ja max. Dia pun diammmm seja kan. Pastu sya try kasi idup radio sbb awkward. Sunyi betul kmi dua. Tp dia off blk tu radio. Sya tgk dia xjga mabuk ka apa sbb td mnum beer kan. Tp brpa ja bha dia mnum tu xkan bgtu ja blh mabuk. Dia drive terus ja. Igt kan dia trus bawa blk rupanya dia keep on driving mcm yg teda arah tujuan ni. Kami pusing bandar, pg tnh merah pusing blk pg bandar pastu pusing blk pg tnh merah. Msuk jln cecily tembus sdkn 2. Bgtu seja. Dia berenti isi mnyk kijap pastu smbg drive lg. Just imagine kmi bgtu ja dlm kereta. Suda la sya kna silent treatment, jalan pusing2, lagu2 radio pun teda. Dr ptg kmi jln gtu smpi dkt jam 11. Tp dia x bawa laju. Dia bwa steady ja. Lps tu dia penat kali kan dia bwa masuk pg jln aman. 😨😨 takutnya sya tem tu.. 1st time tu sya pg sna. Bru dia berenti btul2 dkt yg kuburan cina tu. Pastu dia turun. Sya pun ikut la turun.
R: max. Napa kta d sni?
M: sya maw rest kijap.
R: ndk blh tmpt lain ka? Kuburan bha ni.
M:ko takut?
R: ya. Sya xsuka ni tmpt2 bgni.
Sya mmg penakut hantu ya. Hehe
M: really. Hmm.. Good.
R: what do u mean by good?
M: good la. Ada perasaan jga rupanya ko ni.
R:............ Please la jgn cr pasal aaa skrg. Xngam ni tmpt klu maw gaduh sma ko.
M: mati bha sda org2 sni ni. Sapa jga yg dgr klu kta gaduh pun.
R: syhhhhh.. Jgn cabul tu mulut. X bgs.
M……..
R;.........
M:ko suka la c zam kiss ko td?
R; ko xnmpk sya pg tulak dia?
M: yg sya nmpk ko pg balas kiss dia.
R; huh.. Mana2 ko la. Bkin apa jga sya maw explain. Yg ko dgn c s****l tu mcm maw beramps2 sda sna. Ko rasa ko layak maw sya pnya explanation?
Tem tu kmi dua2 mnyandar d kereta tu. Trus c max kasi menghadap sma sya pastu dia pegang2 dua2 tgn sya. Dia tunduk kijap, tarik nafas dlm2, pastu dia exhale pelan2. Pastu dia bersuara. Tp tone suara dia sgt scary aa. Dalam ja suara dia pastu dia tgk ja mata sya.
M:ko ada nmpk sya kiss dia dlu?
R:........
M:ko ada nmpk sya pgg tgn dia?
R:.........
M; ko ada nmpk sya react bla dia dekat2 bdn dia sma sya?
R:............. How should i know? Ko igt sya tgk kmu seja?
M: mmg la ko xtgk sbb ko focus dgn tu jantan ja kan?
R; so now the blame is on me la? Why bha u like this max?
M:why? What's wrong with me?
Sya Tarik tgn sya pastu sya lg yg inhale exhale. Tp sya pnya inhale exhale laju sbb sya mrh sda tem tu. Maw nangis sda. Mmg kna psycho Berabis sya olh c max dr td ni.
R: u never said that you love me but u act like u own me. I'm not your property bha max. I have feelings too. If you wanted to play around you should let me go. You said that you will marry me one day but i don't see how you can commit in a relationship … i…
M: i told you i have needs. You can't give what i need so i have to get it somewhere else from somebody else.
R: itu seja ka yg ko nmpk in a relationship? Does my feelings means nothing to you?
M: it did. That's Why i never lied to you.
R: you did worse than lying max. Sya penat suda ko buat sya bgni.
M: but you never said that you love me either ren. All this time sya seja yg slalu tkejar2 ko. Pujuk ko. Bawa ko dating. Bawa ko jmpa family sya. Shouldn't that be enough?
R: how can that be enough? Omg. I never been in relationship before but i know that this is not how it goes.
M:………………
M: kiss me.
R:what?! U see.. Itu seja ko taw.
M: i can show how much i want you by kissing you.
R:what? U want me?that's it?
Lemah sda suara sya tem tu. Lain bha sya maw dia ckp. Sya lemas suda berdrama bgni. Sandi emosi sya…
M:do you love me?
R:.. Shut up.
M:answer me. Do you love me?
R: no! How can i love someone psycho like you!
M: fine!
Max buka pntu kereta dia ambik my sling bag and dia buang pg jln raya. And i was like “ no no no no. You're not doing this to me. Not here”. Tp sya xckp la. Sya geleng2 kpla ja smbl pungut isi bag sya. Pastu dia ambik hp sya. Dia msuk kereta.
Dia start engine pastu dia zoooomm pecut.
