Cruel life, Happy love [klance]

9.

~Keith's POV~

I laid in my bed just thinking. I didn't know what to do with me... I fell in love with human again, he confessed to me and I have no idea if we date or not and I don't know if he really loves me.. I don't know, maybe he just pretends that he loves me softly I don't kill him or the others. It happened to me with my first boyfriend.

I was on earth that time with Lucy and her cousin, Eren. I was tired of being bullied and everyone forcing me to kill, so I ran.

Lucy's other cousin named Ruby was model and every girl and some boys had crush on him. I had crush on him too. I told him once and he said "I feel the same my love! I thought you hated me, but I had no idea that you were in love with me!! I'm so happy!" be said and my heard skipped a beat when he smiled.

It was six months after we started dating when I found out that he cheated on me with some girl named Makoto. It was Lucy who told me. They held her long way from where I was so she wouldn't tell me.

They were just making sure that I didn't do anything. My heard broke into tiny pieces.

I got back home to my mom and didn't tell anyone where I was or what I was doing. I was just picking the tiny tiny pieces of my heard and pretending that I was alright. That I was happy. When they were hurting me in any way, psychological or physical, the pieces flew miles away and I started picking them up again from the start. The only person who helped me a little was Lucy, now I feel that on Lucy's place is Lance and helping me pick them up, but I'm trying to get him the fastest as I can, because I'm scared. I'm scared he'll destroy them more...

My head was hurting from all the thinking and my eyelids were slowly closing.

~•~

I woke up by someone shaking me. I groaned and changed my position. "Wake up sleepyhead." Lance said in soft voice and shook me more.

I groaned again "Noooooooo.... I'm sleapyyyyyyyy....." my voice was muffled by pillow and I heard laughter. He stopped shaking me and I looked his direction with half lidded eyes. He leaned closer to me and kissed my cheek. My eyes grew wide and my cheeks were bright pink.

He laughed and petted my head. "Wake up, we need to go get breakfast." I got up and realized that I fell asleep in my clothes and because I didn't have any clothes I just followed Lance out of the room.

We walked to the table and sat down.

When the others came I was a little nervous but I was fine until princess Allura came. My nervousness was growing rapidly when our gazes met. She was staring at me hard and I couldn't help, but change into my galra form.

I felt her staring go away, but I still felt uneasy. I opened my mouth to say something, but immediately closed it.

I felt hand on mine, so I looked at my left and saw Lance looking at me with 'it will be ok' look. I smiled a little and took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I was thinking happy thoughts and by that I calmed myself. I opened my eyes and saw that I was in my human self again. I never became calm this fast. I was a bit shocked, but happy.

I looked up and almost jumped off of my chair when Pidge yelled "THAT WAS SO COOL" and they jumped from their seat.

"Calm down, Pidge." Shiro said. I chuckled a little and began to eat.

~timeskip~

It was a week since I came to this castle and started dating Lance. We were acting like we were just friends. I became friends with Pidge, Hunk and Shiro and Allura stopped scaring me but still wasn't sure if she could trust me.

I'm mostly with Pidge or with Lance in mine or his bed just cuddling. I accepted him and let him cuddle with me.

For the first time we were 'cuddling' we just laid in my bed talking but now I was resting on his chest purring softly as he played with my hair.

In the past week nothing happened. It was always calm and I even sometimes came into the training deck. I did t say it to anyone, but I always carried my knife with that my mom gave me with me.

~·~

"Paladins, we were just contacted from nearby planet. There are galra." I was with Pidge when we heard Allura and immediately they got up and grabbed my hand. We ran where Allura was with Coran. "The galra are attacking the planet. We need to help them. Sadly we don't have the red paladin so we can't form voltron. We will help you as much as we can." Allura said. They all ran away and it was now just me, Coran and Allura. "Keith, you can take the red paladin's armor since you have the same body type. You will help us here." I nodded and ran away to take my armor.

~·~

It was hour ago when we got here.

The shields of the castle broke and we can't fly away from the ships either, so we can't make wormhole. Some galra got into the castle and went for the red lion so I was there trying to defend the red lion but I was failing. There were more than ten of them all on me. They knocked my helmet off and I couldn't ask for help either way. It was just me now trying my hardest not to get killed and kill them and was failing. I was tired and shaking AND my knees were now giving up, but I was fighting still at my fullest now just five galra soldiers.

My vision started to blur, but I was trying my hardest not to black out. Even if there were just two of them I was on the edge of tears. My body gutted from almost two hours of instant fighting on the fullest. I was tired and blacking out, but I was refusing. I killed one of them, but I forgot the other one had gun.

He shot me and I with big scream fell onto the floor. All I saw was black and the pain was horrible.

I heard gun shot but not from the galra. Tiny steps were heard as they approached me.

I passed out completely there.

Whohoo!! Next chapter out!! Sorry it took me long, but I was out of ideas what to put here.
New chapter tomorrow or in a few hours. (I should sleep, but I'm procrastinating pshh!)
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