Intrigue Par Vous -(COMPLETED)-

Chapter 21: A Heartbreaking Goodbye

A/N: I suggest you listen to this song whilst reading, it really sets the mood.

I could hear a constant beep. Wait, where the hell am I? Aren't I supposed to...

"Blaze..."A soothing voice called out. My eyes flickered open. I saw my sister, she looked tired and she had been crying. She hugged me, this time with warmth...and....and love...

"I missed you.."she cried, gasping for air. Soft tears began escaping from my eyes. My heart felt heavy and I couldn't breathe. 

"How....long have...I been out?" I sobbed in between.

"Two or three weeks..." Bree stammered. "Y-You have to...talk...t-to him..." I knew who she was talking about. She left. After about five minutes, the door opened. I immediately looked away, sobbing silently. I trembled with tears. I put my hand on my heart. I was hurting.

"You know who did this, don't you?" I gasped. 

"I don't believe it was her. I love her" he replied, coldly. I felt stabbed in the heart.

"You never loved me. Did you?" I asked him coldly.

I heard him chuckle. My heart was beating rapidly. "Of course not. You were just another girl I was going to sleep with"

My breathing hitched. I turned to face him.

"But...But I love you Ashton...p-please!" I sobbed uncontrollably. I collapsed onto my knees. I didn't say anything. I just...cried. I'm pathetic, and weak. He kneeled down to my level. He held out his hand. 

"No...please. I can't hate you, no matter what you say. I-I love you...I've been down this road Ashton" I said, struggling to breathe. "If you do this...I will fall for you again and again. And if I fall for you...I will fall apart again. And I don't want to fall apart"

He then carried me, laying me back to the bed. He tucked me in, and kissed my forehead.

"Sleep" he whispered.

"No.." I whispered back. I held onto his hand tightly. "I know you'll leave..."

"I have to leave" he whispered. "I have no choice"

A/N: Another song to set the mood.

"You do love me...you wouldn't do this if you didn't... you-you would've left me to die!" I weeped. He was speechless. He got up and picked up his backpack. He began walking towards the door.

"Ashton wait!" I called out. He stopped and glanced at me in the corner of his eye.

"If you leave...I'll never forgive you" I muttered. He came back to me and took out a beautiful silver ring with 'Je suis intrigue par vous' carved on it.

He kissed my forehead again, and whispered in my ear. "I'll come back. I promise" His hand slipped away from mine and I suddenly felt cold. He walked out the door and I went after him. How could I not? I can't lose him... Oh God not him too please...

"WAIT! NO!" I screamed. The nurses held me back. "LET ME GO" I shrieked, weeping. He continued to walk on... he...he didn't even look back...

"ASHTON!" I screeched, one last time. Nothing. 

I understand why crushing on someone makes you depressed. It can completely crush you. I learned that the hard way. But this isn't a stupid high school crush. I was in love with him, and nobody could change that. 

I was supposed to stay in the hospital for two more weeks to recover. I was in a coma and I flat lined twice. Honestly, I wish I was dead. I wish the world would swallow me up under the ground. I wish that Adri had shot me in the heart....

I spent days and nights staring at the window. I would break down and cry. I didn't have any emotions except for sadness. I didn't care about whoever visited me, I avoided any conversation, especially about 'him' I was completely drained. My hopes and dreams were starting to fade... and deep down, I hoped that I would fade too. Because, the truth was clear. So. Fucking. Clear. He wasn't coming back... no way. 

"You were just another girl I was going to sleep with."

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