MindsEye (Season 2)

Restless

Lindsey's View:

It was a cold place. A colder place I've ever known. Gravity felt like molders on every inch of myself. I always felt different. Like I'm not myself anymore. I feel so lonely. So hurt for so long. But I don't know how long. I was somewhere, but I don't know where.

My body lay flat. Relaxed. My arms and legs were tied to a table. I couldn't move for some reason. All I could do is think. Think how long I've been alive here. My vision was always blurry whenever I opened my eyes. I always saw these, tall dark figures looking down over me. They were holding tools of some sort. When they get close enough, it hurts. I don't know why.

Something large was stuffed down my throat. For some reason, it breathed for me. I was to weak to breathe on my own anyway. But you know what? Laying here forever didn't seem so bad. I felt like I was floating most of the times. I feel like I'm a person who never wakes up from a sleep, but still is present.

I forgot who I am. I'll be stuck here forever, so what's the point of trying to remember myself? Something made me feel sad. But I couldn't put back the pieces. It was someone who I cared about. But something bad happened. It bothered me when I couldn't remember something. But my mind just always seemed out of focus. Constantly.

I a lot of times. I felt like a horse. A horse that galloped forever.