Loss Of Words

Chapter 5

I woke up and turned over, instead of my head finding calums chest I found a cold pillow. I frowned as I sat up. I pulled up my hair after I sat up. Seeing calums shoes still on the floor made me smile knowing he was still here. I walked down stairs slowly. I heard something from the kitchen, it was him singing. When I walked into the kitchen, I saw a shirtless calum singing while making breakfast. I walked to him and wrapped my arms around his torso, hugging him from behind. I laid my cheek on his back, my head between both of his shoulder blades. He stopped singing and turned around. He looked down at me before wrapping me in a hug. I looked up at him. "Morning." He says before kissing my forehead. "Morning" I say and kiss his cheek. "What'd you make?" I asked. "Pancakes" he says and I smile. "Thanks babe" I say and he kisses my cheek. "Are you going to tell the fans about us?" I asked and he shakes his head. "W-why not?""because I don't want you to get even more hate than you already do" he says and I nod. "Do the boys know yet?" I ask and he nods. "Wait...if we're hiding our relationship then that means we won't get to go anywhere as a couple?" I ask and he nods again. "But...at least we're together right?" I smile and kiss his cheek. "Right"

(Huge time skip, sorry)

~1 year anniversary~

I sat at the kitchen table waiting on calum. Calum was out with the boys. We couldn't go out to eat for our anniversary because the fans still didn't know about us. So I made dinner for us.

~2 A.M.~

Calum still hasn't shown up. I put out the candles and then walked up stairs. He had forgotten, I should've known, he didn't even say happy anniversary or happy 1 year this morning. I walked up stairs and put a pillow and a blanket on the floor out side of the door. Then I walked back in and locked the door.

-Calums P.O.V-

I walked into the house almost sober. I walked up stairs and tried opening the bedroom door. That's when i saw the pillow and blanket and grabs them and walks down stairs. I set my pillow on the couch as well as the blanket and then I go to the kitchen and see a 'happy anniversary' card taped to the side of a water bottle. "Shit" I mumbled to my self then I laid down knowing I fucked up.