Not Your Typical Life Anymore.. [On Hold]

Chapter 19

It is now Christmas day.

It's been 2 days since Taehyung and I confessed to each other. Things between us have gone back to normal, but he's been very flirty.

We're not together, so it's quiet flustering.

That night we talked about our feelings and such. I admitted I only recently figured mine out, while he knew about 3 months back.

We hugged it out that night and before he left, he gave me a peck on my cheek. Which took me by surprise.

Currently, Seokjin was helping my mother make food,as usual.

Jimin, Jungkook, Hoseok and David were putting up the decorations around the house and on the Christmas tree.

Yoongi and Taehyung were setting up the table and arranging the gifts under the tree.

I was in my room changing into something more appropriate than pijamas. I was also texting my friend, Hasuki.

We've been friends for quiet a long time.

Sukii: Merry Christmas! 🎄

Me: Merry Christmas Hasuki! 🎄💞

Sukii: I have your presents under the tree. :)

Me: same here! I'll go drop them off probably tomorrow. Since I have company and all, aha.

Sukii: mmhmm, I know. I know. Say hi to the fam. I gotta go, mum's calling me to wash dishes.

Me: Tell mum and dad I said hi!

Her parents tell people I'm their adoptive daughter, that's how long we've known each other. We don't hang out as much these days because she moved about 40 minutes away, but we still manage to hang out.

I finished getting ready and made my way downstairs and asked around if I could help.

Most of them were done. I walked over to Yoongi and asked him.

"Mm, well I'm quiet finished. Maybe Taehyung could use some help. They're alot of presents."

He pointed over to the practical mountain of gifts and a stressful looking Tae.

I nodded and walked over.

"Hey, need help?" , I sat next to him criss cross on the floor.

Taehyung looked over and smiled his boxy grin.

"I would greatly appreciate it.", He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck while looking at all the gifts we still need to fix up.

"This is the most this tree will ever have.", I smiled while placing some gifts under it. Trying to make them all fit.

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It took us almost an hour to fix all the gifts.

"Finally!" , I stretched out my arms in the air.

Taehyung laid back on the floor and stretched that way.

I laid back as well, since my back was hurting. My head landed on something rather soft.

I looked over and turns out Taehyung spread his arms out, which is why I landed on one of them.

I could feel a blush creeping onto my face. I turned to the other side and could feel my breathing hitch.

Taehyung was already looking at me. He was smiling softly. He took his other hand and gently tucked my hair behind my ear.

I smiled. I couldn't help but to feel happy. Even over that simple action.

"Why won't you say yes?" , He asked me all of a sudden. He placed his hand over my cheek.

I sighed and bit my lip softly.

See, he asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday, but I said no. He was quiet shocked and got really sad. He couldn't even ask me why I said no, because I went to my room.

It hurt me to say no. Because I want to be able to call him mine. For me to be able to know I'm his.

I thought about it all night. The reason I said no was because, yes, I am scared.

Scared of being hurt.

Scared of hurting him.

Scared of the hate.

Scared of not being able to withstand the long periods of him being away.

Scared of not being good enough for him.

I felt him caress my cheek with his thumb softly.

I sighed and sat up.

"Taehyung, there are various reasons as to why I said no. I thought about it all night. I'm still not sure, as to if I really want to keep my no, or change it to something else."

I hugged my legs against my chest. Taehyung watched me and sat up as well.

"I ... Give me untill later on tonight? To figure my self out. Please?"

I looked at him and saw him nod.

"Fine, but you have until midnight. You have to give me your final answer, at midnight."

I nodded understandingly. They leave the next day at 6 in the morning. He wants to leave with a sure answer.

"Now come on." , He stood up.

"Let's go eat." , He offered his hand smiling.

I gladly took it and stood up. I was surprised when he kissed my cheek, once again.

We made our way over and sat down. I ended up sitting down next to Hoseok and Yoongi.

"Guys, this looks amazing!" , I was basically drooling.

"Thanks to Jinnie here, who helped me out. The food will be extra tasty this year!" , My mom patted Seokjin's back while smiling.

"Hyung does make really good food.", Jungkook pointed out.

We all agreed.

"Alright, well let's eat! I'm starving!", David claimed while rubbing his hands together.

Everyone was serving their own plate, I was waited my turn when Hoseok nudged my sides.

I looked at him and tilted my head a bit.

" I knew you were crushing on someone." , He whispered teasingly into my hear.

My eyes went a bit wide and I started blushing. Hard.

"I - I don't know what youre talking about." , I shook my head.

"Mmhmm, sure." , He pursed his lips and looked over at Taehyung who was laughing along with Jimin and Namjoon.

"Although, I think someone's not as happy as you two are..", he nudged his head towards Yoongi's spot, who was at my other side. He kept glancing at Taehyung and pressed his lips into a line.

Yoongi?

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Okay, so this chapter is rather short.

1) I'm actually working on another fic, so it's kinda hard for me to think of different scenarios at the same time.

2) My streets are extremely flooded and apparently the city is going to cut off the water supply. So that's stressing me out.

THE WATER IS ALMOST UP TO MY FRONT GATE.

Also, school here is not starting again untill Sept 5.

Harvey has screwed everything.