i still want you

Between to worlds

Johnny's POV

The Dr Sheperd finally came:

J-How is Mackenzie??

D-I don't know were to start. Mackenzie Ziegler is in a coma, she will probably never wake up. I'm sorry.

It can't be possible. At least I want to see her. I want to talk to her. 

D- We need your permission to unplug the machines.

Mel-I give my permission.

J-I don't

Mel-Excuse me, I'm her mother.

J-Don't you think you're daughter still has chances to live, Sure there is a lot more chances that she died, but there is a little chance tha she's alive. I would've liked to say that I tried everything, at least let it plug. I want to talk to her, I have some hope that she's going to wake up.

Mel-He's right. I want the machines to stay pluged.

D-Okay melissa.

Mel-Okay Derek

I went next to her and I talked:

I read her letter and told her my point of vue:

Kenzie, you don't need to be like other girls, You are Mackenzie Ziegler, your grades are only A+ and you know you don't deserve what happened to you, And hey, I think your really cute too. I said swiping off my tears. You know sometimes you need to do what Mackenzie wants, not what others want, because It's all about you. Life is about success, about kindness, about hope, about friends and most important of all, about love. And I know that its not worth it. I mean If you come back, everyone one will bully you, but there's me, I'm here and I'll be here for you, whenever you want me I'm here. And your mom is too, I have some hope that you are going to wake up. It's weird, but next to you, I feel like, I'm not myself, and that I already know you. I like you alot, I will always have your back.

Mackenzie's POV

Right now, I don't know, I am in the same situation as Mia in the movie "If I stay". I have the choice to die and to stay next to my father or to live and to be bullied my whole teenage hood, but to have johnny, even if I don't really know him in a way, we could still be friends, or more than that. I am Between to worlds. Between life and death. I don't know, if I die everyone will remeber of me as the crazy psycho who went to jail, who got ditched by everyone and who's sister is a criminal. and if I stay alive I will be bullied, I will never be proud of myself, I would never be a surgeon. I can hear everything, but Johnny's word touched me.

Johnny-  Kenzie, you don't need to be like other girls, You are Mackenzie Ziegler, your grades are only A+ and you know you don't deserve what happened to you, And hey, I think your really cute too. You know sometimes you need to do what Mackenzie wants, not what others want, because It's all about you. Life is about success, about kindness, about hope, about friends and most important of all, about love. And I know that its not worth it. I mean If you come back, everyone one will bully you, but there's me, I'm here and I'll be here for you, whenever you want me I'm here. And your mom is too, I have some hope that you are going to wake up. It's weird, but next to you, I feel like, I'm not myself, and that I already know you. I like you alot, I will always have your back.

A little tear roll down my face.

If you would've asked me the question " Do you like Johnny Orlando?" a few hours earlier I would have answered this: "No, I hate him and that's great because he hates me too" but now if you ask me the same question I'll answer:"No, I don't like him, I love him."

I know what you think, but I feel like, I always knew him. I should give him a chance.

To be continued...

-LinaXOXO.