i still want you

Playing with Feelings

Mackenzie's POV

I was crying and smiling at the same time. Johnny came back at this moment:

Principal=P

Johnny=J

P-She probably hates you right now.

J- I don't care because, I came here to apologize.

P-You are playing with her feelings, That's the worse thing.

J-Since when the provisor knows something about girls?

P-I probably know more than you'll ever know.

I heard someone saying my name, it was Carson, he had red puffy eyes and he was crying.

C-Mackenzie. I ( he was sobbing).. I ... I came here to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that  you have been throught. I never knew what ... what yyou hhave been throught. I and alot of other people know you as the crazy psycho, but, but you're more than that, I don't know how you did, but I want to let you know that I support you. And I will always, you can count on me to shut all of these rumors and to be like a best friend to you. I mean, all your friends ditched you, then you were bullied because you were a good student, than you were beaten and threathened, after you went to jail because Nadia threathened you to go and to say that you bullied her, but this whole time, it was her. And now, you're in a hospital, in bed because you tried to kill yourself. I'm sorry.

I can also add that my dad ditched me. And hit me, wich never happened before.

 J-Mackenzie, I sorry and I really am. you're not a psycho, look, I was wrong, I am so sorry.  

P- Did you just called her a psycho?

J-No, I said she wasn't one. 

P-Stop talking to her, right know, or you'll get detention everyday for a month.

J- I'll rather get detention for a month and stay with her than to lose her. If I lose her, you'll be sure of one thing, I'll kill myself too.

Wow. I, I don't know what to say. I think I like Carson. And you know what. I should live! What am I waiting for? 

M- I want to live .  I screamed.

I woke up, finally, they all continued screaming at each other, the only one who noticed I was awake was Carson, he smiled at me and was staring saying nothing. Until i said:

M- Where am I?  

J-Oh my god, Mackenzie, you're in a hospital, you tried to kill yourself.

M-Who's Mackenzie?

P- It's you.

M- And Who are you. I only remember one thing, It's that he's my boyfriend, isn't it?.

I said pointing at Carson. He winks at me.

C- Yes, you're right sweetheart.

J-Oh my god, Hi, I'm Johnny Orlando, your best friend.

M-And you?

P-I'm your father...

To be continued...

-LinaXOXO