i still want you

Accident

Mackenzie's Pov

10 Years Later:

Today is Johnny and I's 7th year aniversary, it has been 5 years that we're officially married. We have a cute 5 years old boy called Liam. I know I'm suppose to spend my day with him, but, I slept at my house (My mom's), so I this morning I woke up at my mom's house and found her sleeping in the sofa. It has been probably years that I haven't seen my mom. So, imagine my surprise seeing her sleeping in the sofa. I mean, I'm a surgeon too. We're just not working in the same hospital, as she lives here in Toronto, and that I live in L.A. The little family came to Toronto to visit Meredith and Dale, and My Mom. But, I was kind of happy to see her:

M-Hi mom.

I said waking her up, while saying it, I noticed she was in tears, and her eyes were slightly puffy;

Mom-Mackenzie, I have to tell you something.

M- what's going on?

Mom-This morning, johnny was admitted to the hospital

M-wh... what?

A tear roll down my face, and an other one, it couldn't stop those.

Mom- And...

M-Is... is hhe okaay?

Mom- He's not okay.

M-Wha... What?

Mom- I'm sorry.

M-What exactly happened?

Mom- Its very complicated, I don't know how to explain it.

M-Is he going to die?

Mom-I don't know.

M- I need to go.

Mom- Mackenzie, you can't see him.

M- Why?

Mom- Because you need t be mentally prepared, which isn't your case.

M- What? Mom, just in case you forgot it, i'm a surgeon too, i see millions of cases every years, so saying that I'm not menthally prepared isn't a good a lie, I'm sorry.

Mom- It's not a lie, Kenz, It's different, he's your husband, you need to be menthally prepared. I know you're an amazing surgeon, but, you're not a real surgeon, you're just an interne, which is the bottom of the surgery chain. This is your second year of internship in your hospital, so I know that your final test is next week, but you're only an intern, and I'm a titular. I know what I mean when I say that you aren't mentally preapared

My mom recived a call, she picked up and started to cry, which made me cry too. When she hung up, she looked at me with the "I'm sorry" face.

I screemed, yelled, sobbed, let it out, i cried, and cryied.

I don't even know where he is. I don't know where Liam is, he's only a baby, I don't know where he is. I cryied harder, and harder. But, I know that nothing will ever be the same. Nothing will ever be the same without him.

Until my mom came at me:

Mom- Liam is safe, he's at Meredith and Dales's house.

M- Its not all about Liam, it's mostly because I just lost the love of my life, 7 years aniversary, and now he's gone.

Mom-I know, its hard, I lost your father.

It just mad me cry harder and harder until I lost my voice. Now, can't do anything. I can't help him.

I fell so bad, whithout even knowing what is the cause of his death makes me want yell harder and screem at my mom, but, I'm not, because none of this is her fault. She never yelled at me for no reason, so, I shouldn't either. I went at Dale and Meredith's house to pick up Liam: