I texted Casey, my old friend. Old, in the meaning of a long time ago we were like besties, but he moved, And I got why.
I'm starting my day with an interview,it's ellen degeneres show. I got ready and I left. I got to he studio and saw the questions she was oing to ask me.
After a lil of questioning myself about these, I went on stage and it went like this:
E- So, today we have the honor to receive, the one and only Mackenzie Ziegler!
M- Hey.
E- Nice to meet you, Mackenzie.
M- You can just call me Kenzie.
E- Okay, so, we already had your sister, Maddie, over here.
M- Yes, I know.
E- Let's start with this one: Is Jenzie real?
M- He broke my heart, just in the moment when I nedded him the most.
E- Are you okay? Do you have anything to say to your fans?
M- Girls, don't cry over guys, they'll bring another one in your own funeral.
E- Wow, Now, what is the bravest thing you have ever done?
M- The bravest thing I've ever did was, continuing my life, while I wanted to die.
E- Oh, really?
M- Yeah, you know,sometimes, fake a smile is better to tell your real feelings.
E- Oh, so your often fake smiling?
M- Always.
E- I'm kind of worried
M- People nice are worried, but I've always been afraid of loosing someone, but, what if nobody's afraid of lossing me?
E- Don't say that that!
M- They all say "destroy what destroys you" so, I did, I destroyed myself.
E- Don't, we all know that this thing isn't real.
M- Buty, everyone is seeing the beatifull smile and the laugh, but they never noticed, the real feeling.*
E- What feeling?
M- You know, people don't see what hurts you, until it kills you and you die. Hearing something that kills you inside, but you have to act like you don't care.
E- I can see, that you're really hurt by Johnny.
M- Her broke my heart... but I still love him with all the pieces.
E- So, you still love hiom?
M- Yeah, but the hardest part isn't to forget, but to watch the one you love, loving someone else.
E- Thanks for coming, thiose were really big words and I apreciate.
M- Thanks for having me here.
I feel it:
J- I heard Ellen, last night.
M- Forget me, I'm just, not worth it.
Heyy, I'm back with an other update. Sorry, I had a really important audition for a TV show, so, I hadn't enought time to update.
-LinaXOXO
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FanfictionIn which a teenager has to face life problems that never end.