i still want you

Sould I stay or should I go?

Mackenzie's POV

I had the hardest choice of my life. I think my dad would be proud of me, I feel like I made the right decision. I want to sta...

I got cut off by a person who come to the room, he surprised johnny with his speech:

Carson-Why do you say that? We all know that you won't respect that deal, that you won't protect her all this shit. 

J-I sad that for her to come back.

C-Come back?

J-She has the choice to stay alive or to die.

C-Let her die. Die in hell.

J-She doesn't deserve it.

C-Yes, she does.

J-No, nobody deserves to die for being bullied.

C-She's a crazy psycho, we can do anything about it, tbh (to be honest) I don't want you to stay with her, I mean have you seen what she has done to Nadia, I don't want it to happen to you, and belive me nobody does.

J-You're right .

C-As always.

Wow, I think, I should go. He will never protect me. I mean, I know it. All of my fellings for him suddently dissapeard. I want to die.

Its when I saw my dad. I wasn't hallucinating, he was here:

Dad=D

Me=M

D-Hi mackenzie.

M-H...H...Hi.  I was scared.

D-What are you doing here?

M-Where am I? 

D-the land of death. What are you doing here?

M-I... I said I wanted to die.

D-W... Why?

M-Daddy, I missed you alot. At school, I am bullied and at home I am alone.

D-Where is Madison?

M-Jail.

D-What happened?

M-Too many complains about her.

D-And you?

M-I was in jail.

D-WHAT. he yelled

he slapped me. And I cryied.

M-Why? Why did you have to do that?

D- You are a criminal, madison I always knew she would hve been to jail  at least once, but you? You? Never.

M-Nadia, a girl in my college, invented a story, about me. Then she threathened me saying that if I don't say that I hit her she would tell madiso to hit me until I do. And.

I stoped and a tear roll down my face.

M-And mom, sent someone to visit me. She was too scared of me.

D-You don't deserve to be here. he said hugging me, I pushed him away, he hit me.

M-I know, but, i am.

D-Sweatheart.

M-Don't call me like that. I said backing up.

Then I said:

M-I want to go back to where I was 10 minutes ago.

Then my dad dissapeard and I could still hear, what was happening in the normal world. I heard a woman saying:

Woman-She's back.

Everyone was worried, was looking at me or Praying.

It was now the principal who was talking:

P-Mackenzie Frences Ziegler, a smart student, probably the smartest we ever had in this college. I know what you wanted to be, you wanted to be surgeon, just like your mom, isn't it? Think of other people, like your mom, she needs you, I mean on of her daughter is in jail and, the other is standing right next to me, in a hospital bed, with the choice to die, or, to live. I know you don't deserve what happened to you, jail, then your mother, then your sister, then johnny. But, I want you to let you know that if you choose to die, it would be a big lost. You're smart, kind and beautiful. The girl everyone dreams about. The kind of girl that is going to be rich, and I know, Its not all about the money, its more that the, you're the rare kind of girl that  could change the world. And if they don't like you, it's because they're stupid and I can tell, that you can count on everyone.

I was crying and smiling at the same time. Johnny came back at this moment....

To be continued...

-LinaXOXO