Because of that day (Jai Brooks Fanfic

Sick full of emotions

I kept telling my mum I felt too sick to go into school but she said I didn't have a temperature so Im fine to go in. Even Chels understood why I didn't want to go today.

Chels is driving me and Vicky to school only because I failed my driving test for the third time. Its hard to drive when you have someone yelling at you. At the moment I see Chels and Vicky staring at me, maybe hoping the sign of me to speak.

I can't speak if I do I would vomit from being scared, I would vomit from the nerves. I can't say I'm scared because that won't describe my feelings. The best way I could describe my feelings is that I'm terrified.

We reached the school and I want to be sick. I got out the car then the whole playground went silent. People were staring at me. They can stare all they want it won't make a difference.

"Ash, everything is going to be fine today. We will walk by your side" Chels said as she gave me a hug.

We start to walk up until someone grabbed my hand. I turned to see it was Josh. He has balls to grab my hand. I rip my hand out of his fire which burnt my skin.

"Baby, why are you being like this?" He asked me.

"You nearly raped me last night" I yelled at him as tears fell down my cheek.

He took a step while I took a step back. You were able to see anger in his eyes which made me, Chels and Vicky scared. He tried to touch me again but I moved. I heard Vicky say that they should get the others. Now its just me and him.

"I would never do that to you, I promise" He cries to me but in his eyes I could see lies.

"You would though because you were about to last night. You ignored my screams, cries and begs for you to stop but you didn't listen" I scream as I cry. "If Jai didn't come to help me, save me then you would have raped me"

"Jai! Are you with him now? You like that faggot" He yells at me.

His arms were flying everywhere and I got a bit scared that he would hit me. I know he might do it because he likes things to go his way and no one else is allowed to have a say.

"I'm not dating Jai and he was the faggot that saves me from the monster" I spat at him.

"Go to that faggot you worthless bitch" He says as he pushed me to the floor.

Flashback

A kid same age as me an the brown haired boy came over as I played with the brown haired boy. Me and the boy were playing dares and got dared to eat worms.

I picked up the worm and put it in mouth, I started to make vomit noises but I did it. The boy kept laughing at my face reactions but I just hit each time.

The kid that came over started to call me a freak and I should die. The kid pushed me over then laughed at me as I cried. The boy stood up and shouted at the kid.

End of Flashback

I keep getting flashbacks of my past but I know my past and those never happened. From the pictures I have at home I'm not friends with any boys and I didn't dress like a tomboy.

I stayed on the ground then I saw Jai run over to me. I brought my knees close to my chest as I started to cry. I heard them shouting, yelling and swearing at each other. I'm just here wanting to go home.

I look up for a split second and saw Josh throw a punch at Jai. I saw Jai throw one back. I watched in horror as I didn't know what to do.

"Stop" I scream as I stood up.

Jai stopped and looked at me then out of nowhere Josh punched Jai in the eye. I ran over then pulled Jai towards me. I saw Dan and Sam pull Josh away as the others came over.

Chels and Vicky both hugged me as I carried on crying. I saw the over 2 people who normally hang out with Jai rushed over. Jai's left eye started to swell up while his nose bleed but Josh's lip was bleeding.

"What happened?" Aaron asked us.

"That faggot started a fight a with me" Josh lied to them.

"That's not true! Josh wouldn't leave me, then he pushed me to the floor and said horrible words after Jai came and helped me" I said to them.

They all looked at me as I was high on drugs. I mean come on a popular girl in the school helping the fagnoskians. It never happens ever. Suddenly, I vomited all other Josh. I vomited all my feelings out, I sat on the floor after feeling a bit worn out.

Finally, the teachers noticed the yelling that two groups are having. Even Chels and Vicky ditched me to argue with them. Jai actually came next to me and helped me go to the medical room.

I laid down on the soft bed while the nurse cleaned up Jai's nose and gave him an ice pack for his eye. I kept hearing him wince at the pain which made me feel bad.

"Thank you for helping me but im sorry for the trouble I caused" I said as I looked at my hands.

He quickly got up and sat next to me.

He grabbed my hand which felt nice. The weird bit I felt sparks like an electric shock. I looked at him as he smiles at me and moved a piece of hair out my face.

The moment was killed when I vomited into a bucket. Jai rubbed my back and held my hair back as I vomited more. I thought I heard him murmured something like "still vomiting bad like the old days". That confused me because I only met him when we joined this school.

After vomiting insides out of my stomach, Jai just smiled at me then placed a kiss on my forehead which made me smile.

"Don't ever be sorry, I'll do anything for you" He whispers to me.

I gave him a smile as I laid back down on the bed. I started to feel my eyes get heavy while Jai stroked my hair. Before I fell asleep I decided to let Jai know something.

"Jai will you be my dance partner? Yeah thanks" I said as I answered the question for him.

He let out a laugh because he knew he wouldn't have a saying in anything. The nurse said that need to have some rest before one of my parents could bother to show up. The nurse kicked Jai which made me feel lonely.

Lonely? No I'm feeling for one of the fagnoskians but if I date him I'll be a laughing stock. I would just need to fight them away. I hide my emotions from me and everyone else.

Hey thanks for the comments but I think we should all pray for those families who's children are missing from that shipwreck at Korea.