A/N I COULD ONLY FIND THE LIVE VERSION OF TENERIFE SEA BY THE LEGENDARY ED SHEERAN
I've been thinking a lot this last month about moving or staying. The Janoskians tour has been successful until one night the stage for raided by fans which is quite hilarious. I told the boys about Jai's idea of me moving with him and lets say they didn't take it lightly.
/Flashback\
The guys were with me to shop for a prom dress while I helped them to get their suits. Apparently, none of them has asked any girls to prom yet, but I know lots of girls willing to go with them. I reminded them everyday about the girls they should go with but their like 'no we are sorted'.
So far I've tried over ten dresses and none of them are for me. It either doesn't match my colour, my eyes, my hair and even my body. I threw the last dress in the shop at Aaron as I picked up my bag. I stormed out of the shop which made people stare at me.
I approached the small café in the town. It's set like the 60s and all the staff was on roller skates. The café was quiet like its a library or something. Quickly, I ordered myself a pineapple and mango smoothie then I heard the door open from behind.
"Ash, why run off we came here as a family then you left?" Dan questioned me.
"Look guys I have a lot on my mind. It's hard enough not having Jai to take me to prom but to make a huge decision of my life. Your lives are sorted because you're all going into the scouts for the AFL. That's huge being apart of the Hawthorn. For me I might I have to turn down my law studies at university (which I got accepted for) because Jai wants me to move to America with-"
"America?" Taylor confusedly said.
"Yeah. America and I'm like for heaven sakes in Aussie have my family and I can't leave them behind. He wants me to think about it! I love Jai and I hate being apart but his leaving to America in September and I have to decide by then. I want a life when I get a career I love doing but I can't if I follow Jai. If I stay here then I lose Jai" I cried out.
"America?" Sam questioned.
"Are you deaf?! Yes, America! Also I stopped my chemotherapy because it cost too much and my hair started to fall out plus prom is near. I didn't want to go bald. Like who goes to prom with no hair like no one!" I blabbed to them.
"Stopped your chemotherapy?" All three boys blurted out.
"YES! What's the point of having it if I'm gonna die anyway?! There is no point. Even the Doctor agreed that it's my choice on what to do and he showed me that there was no change so far. It's been a month of chemotherapy and nothing has happened apart from losing my hair! What a waste of money?!" I ended up yelling.
"Miss-"
"What?!" I snapped at the cashier.
"Here's your smoothie" He shakily said.
"Thanks" I muttered.
I hurriedly went to a free table as I sat with my cold smoothie. The guys followed by grabbing a chair each. The silence was awkward. Too awkward. Their faces showed me that they were hurt, angry and upset. I didn't see why they would feel like that. I mean I'm still here not in America yet and stopping chemotherapy isn't a big deal.
"Are you high?" Sam questioned me.
"No" I laughed at him.
"Then why stop chemo and thinking about going to America" He exclaimed.
"Chemotherapy isn't for me and I don't want it anymore plus it cost too much. Jai is going to America and he wants me to join him but I don't know what to do. I mean I want to join him. I ju-just can't leave you guys and my life that is here" That's when I started wailing like a baby.
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