Im not crazy!

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The car journey was unbearable and I left the letters under my pillow which I know is safe. Also I took one with me. I kept counting my head as I kept getting further and further into a deserted woods. I left my phone at home as mum said it would be for the best.

I saw a huge house with a black door and vines going up the wall. This place looks pretty nice to live at. I got out the car and knocked on the door. It opened with an old woman standing there. She gives me a smile as mum comes up with my suitcase.

"You must be Ashley" The old lady shakes my hand. "Welcome and please enjoy your stay"

"Thank you" I smiled at her.

I walked into the house and foyer was breathtaking. There was portraits all over the walls and a vase of flowers. It felt so nice and warming. I saw mum already left while bags waited for me at the door.

"Let me show you to your room" The lady says as she takes my arm.

"Okay" I smile at her.

My room. It was yellow and light green. The bed was a queen size with lovely pink duvet. There was a crystal chandelier hang in the middle. I chuck my bag on the floor as I jumped onto the bed.

I got up to speak to the old lady but she was gone. I ran out of the door quickly, down the stairs to see her sitting in the lounge. I went over and sat on the other chair. She was holding a notebook with a pen in between her fingers.

"I'm doctor Holue and I'm hear to help you with these problems in your head" She smiles to me.

"I have no problems because its real" I told her.

"Tell me everything that makes you believe its real" She instructs me.

"Well, I have been having daydreams or flashbacks and it happens when something relates to it. I kissed this guy then I had a flashback of me kissing my ex boyfriend who I don't know. I saw this tree with a mark but I found the tree when I woke up the mark was gone..."

She kept nodding her head as I explained about everything. About the flashbacks happening at certain times. I watch her write notes while try to make her understand its real. She put her hand up after I explained about the paper aeroplanes.

"Do you have one on you?" She asked me.

"Yes I do"

I dashed upstairs to my room and took everything out of my suitcase. It wasn't there. I swore I put it in my suitcase. I emptied the pockets of my jeans out but nothing. I checked my suitcase but nothing. I heard a cough which made me spin round quickly.

"I-I-I can't find the the erm paper plane" I stuttered as tears fell down.

"Ashley, there was never a paper plane or a little boy or the tree with engrave. Its all in your head" She calmly says.

"No its real! I'm not making this up" I yell at her. "I placed it in my suitcase this morning, I read that one as well"

"What did it say?" She questions me.

"Dear Ash,

I'm so luckily to have you as my girlfriend and I can't believe you ate that worm. We are going to be together forever and don't worry that girl Chel has nothing on you as you won me already.

Love J" I cried out to her.

"Do you know any girl called Chel?" She seems interested in this.

"I have a friend called Chelsea" She nods her head. "No! I need to go back home please send me home! I need to stop her"

"What you going on about?" She says with a scared tone.

"Chel is Chelsea and she wanted me to hook her and Jai up together. She wanted my boyfriend, she bullied me! I think she knows i like Jai so she wants him like wanted my boyfriend years ago" I scream as tears fall down my face.

"Why would she bully you?"

"I don't know it was in my dreams" I told her.

"Ashley, I have to tell you something. All the things you have been telling me is a lie" She calmly says.

"No its real" I cover my ears while I crumple to the ground.

"I'm sorry but I believe you have Delusional disorder its when People with this illness have a delusion a false, fixed belief involving real-life situations." She informs me.

"So I need to leave" I scream while tugging at my hair.

"These delusions persist for at least one month. Also your a danger to the public so its best for you to stay here for a month" She suggested.

"Hell no! I'm leaving tonight" I whispered to myself.

And tonight I will leave. I will prove everyone I'm right and not crazy like they think I am. Someone has to know the truth and I'll find out.

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