"Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd little waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don't always like." ~Lemony Snicket
I woke up to the sound of crying. I felt a hand holding mine. I opened my eyes to see Jai crying while holding my hand. I gave it a squeeze as he looked up at me, his eyes were red from his been crying. I lifted up my free hand and wiped his tears away.
"What's happened?" I asked him.
"You have erm"
He started crying again. The boy that I love is hurt and broken. He couldn't even speak without going into floods of tears. I started to cry because I hated to see him upset. I sat up then started to lean closer into him. I kissed each tear that feel down his cheek then I pressed my lips against his. He kissed me back without a second gap and he nibbled on my bottom lip, I gasped as I did his tongue slipped into my mouth and I let out a moan. I put my hands around his neck as pull him into a deeper kiss. He hands were on my waist while holding me close.
I pulled away breathless but with my forehead still against his. Jai started to kiss every piece of my face. My eyelids. Eyebrows. Temples. Forehead. Cheeks. Nose then finally my lips again. I kissed him back but we quickly pulled back when we heard a cough from behind. I turned to see a doctor and couple of nurses standing there. The doctor was holding a scan then put up on this light thing to show me what is wrong with me.
"Miss Parton-"
"Oh its Ashley" I smiled at him.
"Okay Ashley, you see here on the cerebrum there is a dark orb" He pointed to me.
"That's huge" I gasped out.
"Actually this a small" He smiled to me.
A small? When excuse me but he needs to go back to specsavers and change his glasses because that grey orb is huge. Plus its in my head and I want it out now because it looks horrible to have there.
"Anyway this is a trauma in your brain which is called Meningionma and I'm very sorry to inform you Ashley but you have brain cancer" He sympathetically said to me.
Cancer? In my brain. A trauma. Meningionma. This must be some joke. I started to laugh and I was crying in tears because I thought it was so funny. They all looked at me weirdly so did Jai which made me stop. Are they serious? I can't believe this. I'm only 17 like I have a life seriously I do have a life.
"This isn't a joke is it?" I quietly asked.
"No sorry Miss Parton" a nurse spoke up.
Jai P.O.V
Ashley screamed as she grabbed the pillow and started hitting on it while tears fell down her sweet cheeks. I started to cry too because my love, my little soul mate is ill and possibly dying. The doctors said it was good that she got punch in the face because they would have never found the cancer. I could protect from any person or animal trying to hurt but this I'm useless.
I pulled Ashley close to me while she carried on attacking the pillow. Slowly, she calmed down and rested her head on my chest as she grabbed onto my shirt. I kissed the top of her head while she let out little adorable sniffles. My thumb carelessly went across her cheek so I could wipe her tears away.
"My little soul mate everything will be fine, we will get surgery and there's chemotherapy. The doctors can help you get better, that's right isn't?" I turned to the doctors.
"You see this trauma is alive which is dangerous to do surgery on plus we have notice that its growing. She can have chemotherapy to make go smaller and not spread also she would need medication to stop the pains." The doctor explained.
"So I'm a dead girl walking. Nothing will cure me, I'd be dead soon" She croaked out.
"Actually you have 1-7 years to live" this trainee nurse said.
I stood up angrily. My chair fell making huge bang which made them flinch. My blood boil with anger. For every person who is in love would feel the same thing. Someone just told me that my little soul mate, my Ashley, my girl has less than ten years to live. I want to grow old with my soul mate. I want to have kids then see them have our grandkids. Not gonna lie but I want to die before as I know I won't be able to live my life without her.
"Why would you say that? She just got told she has cancer and now your saying she has less than ten years to live. Who the fuck are you?" I yelled at the nurse.
"Jai please just leave it" Ashley begged to me.
Just looking at her makes me cry. Make me die inside but I have to be strong for her. In her chocolate moose eyes I could see fear but she tried to put a brave smile on. I picked up the chair and gave an apologetic smile to everyone even Ashley. I kissed her soft lips then my lips traveled to her ear.
"I promise you'll be fine, my little soul mate" I whispered gentle in her ear.
She pulls away while shaking her head as she knows that everything won't be fine. She kissed my lips but she mumbled sorry against them. I watched her turn to the doctor while shaking her head with tears falling down.
"I don't want surgery or chemotherapy, just medicine because Im dying anyway so I rather no treatment beside medication" She explained to them.
My heart literally stopped. My soul mate is giving up but I can't help or do anything. I just sit here and support her decisions which she shouldn't of made. Tears silently fall down my cheek while little piece of my heart was falling down to earth .
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Because of that day (Jai Brooks Fanfic
Fiksi PenggemarAshley is a popular girl at school but since she met Jai her life has been tipped upside down. She realises the truth about friends and family. She tries to solve a puzzle about her past even though everyone is making her out to be crazy. She finds...