2014 - 2016

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As I step inside this cold and leaking dinner

I see you sitting in the very far back

With a half empty pack

Of those cigarettes you love so much

I wonder how long has it been

Since you have been my "friend" 

All the years that we had spent together

Were all the years I have spent trapped underwater

Swiftly you floated above me
and I attempt to endeavor beside you

But when I had reached the surface I fell to my bruised up knees

          And cried

Yes, I had begged

For you to come and save me

Even though you had been killing me 

I've had enough of this messed up love story

You will no longer have control over me

I will rise to the top 

And kiss this town good-bye

And not those obligatory lips of yours

That's right
I'm making my way out this city

To a place where nobody sleeps

Cause if I were to close my precious eyes

I surely will die

Cause he creeps inside head

And unknowingly I'm right here again

       Right in front of him

This loop of pain,

The terrible causes he made 

No, I will not remain

In this sad cold world

The world he called my home.
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He tore me apart

But I obtained the greatest weapon of all

Just waiting to burst and shine

I turn around and walked out the doors

And made my run

Hope

is what I gained.

And it is with courage, my love

That will help me not to succumb

To your manipulative native tongue​

No longer will I ever feel numb

I grew out my wings

                             Now I am free

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