Within Eternal Flames

The Bumps on the Road

Can you see the light?

As we are standing in the night,
I look inside your mind through your ghost eyes.

Gently I weep,

Though you aren't sad, you take my hand, release your tear and you make a wish

That we shall no longer feel any pain nor sadness.

The wish was said to be made for us both but, in reality it's was only just for me
Now I see..

I am your only light

But darkness has reached me and it won't ever let me go

You wish for me back and beg for some love

For it is the most important thing of all

-

As long as you hold on I'll find my way back

It takes time, my love
So don't lose hope!

I'll create a plan and stand by your side

And yes, I know so much of me has died but you need not worry

Don't you dare feel sorry for me..

You made a wish that was only for me and for that I should be grateful

But

I'm
afraid

I fear that my dark set of eyes will make you weep.

They scream stories you beg not to hear

My anger and pain is all that will appear

I'm sorry my love, it is not you that has made me this way..
-

A time before you,

I barely made it through

Though when I did I sacrificed so much that believed I was a new

Reality was,
I was dangerously confused

I had forgotten who I was and did whatever I could to find out who the girl was that stood in the mirror

The mirror I broke because of my mind's lies

-

If you spared your wish on me; What does that mean?

Is it for love or abuse?

You crave some light and claim I am it

Yet here you are causing a fit because of my struggles

You need light now but I seem to be caught in my own web.

It's as if you believe it is always up to me to
  save

      the
         
               day

Of course, I'm only human so I need my own light too

Unfortunately, you are so hurt and paralyzed with fear that you do not see that am in need

For you..

And yes, it is true!
That you are willing to grasp onto anything that sparkles

I, however, am always waiting to grab onto you..

Trust in this,
I've been through my fair share of pain but, I shall not let my past taint my golden heart for you are the person I never want to part..

Maybe I think foolish and you do adore me whole and not just my outer glow

It's funny how now, I grew to be the impatient one

Perhaps you are searching for me despite your believes

Do you now see?

I am most certainly confused!!
For nothing in this world comes to me clear

I'm left to guess AND THERE begins my wretched stress

As far as time goes

We'll both fall apart

Unless you begin to say what you truly do feel

So I'll be the brave one and ask you one question,

Was the wish really for me?
or was it

just

for

you?