One Thought for One Night

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Remember the way I would tremble?

I do.

It made you feel awful,
My tremors made YOU feel awful.

I'm sorry for that..

            But

I am not sorry for leaving.

In fact, I craved the feeling of an extreme amount of relief and freedom.

And without you that's exactly what I feel,

I am now beginning to heal.

Your actions made me see,

That there is still hope in me,

I guarantee,
I will always find a way out of this void.

So I replay this memory over and over

As if it were one of my most treasured memories.

          It's such a pity

How sometimes the best memories are the saddest

And the most remembered memories are the ones we try desperately to forget.

Then what's next?
         Regret?

Suddenly, you'll realize a little too late that you doomed yourself trapped in those darkened memories..

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Never once have you pushed me away from the cliff

Though, that's what had inspired me and gave me a lift.

Ironic how you always said I was never going to change

And you happened to be the one to do

    just
     
           that.

No longer will I feel weak

Nor will I have happiness to seek

Instead I'm on the search something much more valuable;

                Acceptance.


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