February came
The demon arrived
He said, "I'm here to fill up your empty cup."
"With what ?" I asked.
He simply said,
" Don't worry my love soon you'll have the greatest of luck."
It's quite funny how all you wanted to do was fuck
And as I refused, you became short tempered
What you did next was well remembered
For there were eye witnesses to fact out my "fables"
Playing innocent for eyes other than mine had truly shown just how evil you are
That is-
Until you took it too far
In the month of April
Is where you surpassed the term "evil"
You see with cuts and burns and pure anger
I made my way back to a place where there is less danger
I cried and cried every single night
Feared and wished for him to disappear from my life
For comfort I found myself in the arms
Of someone I thought would never give me harm
My dear old friend
I came to you in hope you will never let me be filled with doubt
Just after the fights had broke out
I cried in your room
Asking for answers on what I should do
I had no home and had no love in myself
I finally felt that I had nothing to live for
And you had just proved that death was my answer
And the last thing I remember
You were sound asleep and I sat curled at the end of your bed
Trying so hard to keep my sobs mute
And hoping that my shaking body wouldn't rattle you awake
Ever since April I gave up on myself
The last petal of my flower was ready to drop
And I wasn't sure if that meant my time was up
Either way I didn't care about what happened to me
I destroyed my body along with my health
I don't know what else I could have felt
Since I felt not even pain
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Within Eternal Flames
PoetryA time before you I barely made it through Though when I did I sacrificed so much that I believed I was a new Reality was, I was dangerously confused. I had forgotten who I was and did whatever I could to find out who the girl was that stood in the...
