I'm a fucking mess right now

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I feel like I'm going crazy, love me or hate me
Who's gonna save me from myself?
When I feel like there's no one else
When it feels like there's no one left
To keep my feet on the ground...
Cause I'm happy now, but I'm crashing down
Who's gon' save me from myself?
To keep my feet on the ground...


Doesn't matter how I cook my life cause in the end
You others all know better which way I can stand
It, only how you want me to like it
I'm being pushed into a system, so that I don't even get
Which is really helpful cause
Once your over the big hurden, you just keep going on and on
Into nowhere - and you barely have a choice
Happy future? - You wish
Who thinks of this? And who believes we're believing
That in the end there's more than just believing, huh?
I once had thought that:
Get a job - and then somehow made it
In the middle of the night - and now bound to chains
Everything - seems so free, but I bet it doesn't
Work like this for much longer - my childhood so far
And I've never stopped stopping!

I feel like I'm going crazy, love me or hate me
Who's gonna save me from myself?
When I feel like there's no one else
When it feels like there's no one left
To keep my feet on the ground...
Cause I'm happy now, but I'm crashing down
Who's gon' save me from myself?
To keep my feet on the ground...


And slowly I start to think that I am schizophrenic
Cause even though I hate to see this shit,
You hear me laughing
When I'm in the society, I just can manage
To say what I really am
But once I'm alone again
It's that I can somehow manage to write these lines
To cry in these lines and ask myself afterwards
can it go on like this forever? I mean, day after day
The same shit and the same feeling
And the best about it is, I'm getting sick of it!
But still - I get up again every morning
And wonder then why I still keep believeing
That everything gets better - Yep I am schizophrenic
Cause over the day I'm alright, but at night only crying
Please! Someone stop this circle!
Ey, my alarm goes off, but you know what? Shit on it!

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