Freak tried Art (5)

Character design?

I'm sorry, XxFantasy-ReaperxX

I tried ;~;

This good enough??

Worked for one and a half hour on it but it looks so shitty XD

Sowwie DX

Okay, now that that shameful part is out of the way, I wanna talk a little, about this book, this account, this life I'm living, the way I wanna go with all this.

If you don't wanna read or don't care, no worries, it just means that you might be confused about things I do in the future.

So, first off, I've read everything you told me, and I'm glad we still can get along even though I've been so bitchy. And yes, I've also read that you don't think I was bitchy but honestly, I was and none of you deserved it. I hurt you and I'm sorry.

Either way, most of you said I put myself down too often. I'll try to change that, although I'm not too sure how to do so yet (and I also don't think one more person will make a difference but you don't know my classmates so it honestly looks like I'm the only one XD) but I'm sure I'll come up with something... somehow XD

Honestly though, I've thought a lot about what to do with this account lately. I kinda just wanna... delete it and start over but... that'd be like me trying to hide something from my past and I'm not a fan of that. No matter what I already did in my life, I'll stand by it no matter how wrong it was. except for things that could hurt others in the future...

Anywho, I've thought a lot about just changing my account name as a mark for a start-over. Like some of you who's known me for a long time, I haven't ever changed it since the very beginning. I mean, I have loads of ideas of what to change it into but... I'm not sure if I could get used to having another account name (tho I find the idea of renaming it "Anyratac" pretty funny cause then my nickname'd be "Any" ... XD). So... for those who bother to read this... what are your thoughts??

Besides this boring bla bla talk that no one actually cares about (me probably included :/), I of course have AWESOME NEWS.

And yes, I'm seriously beaming with a grin that could split my face right now. For real. Cause I'm really REALLY REALLY happy!

Why? WELL, there's a high chance I'll be spending part of easter next year in MURICA. WOOHOO!!

So, I know it might be confusing seeing as my family never had enough money to actually make vacation there. so why am I going?

The reason is: it's not vacation. it's school. For three weeks, I'll most likely get to go to an American school in North Carolina!

My teacher organised an exchange program with a school in Greensboro!

Soo... I need to write an english essay to gett taken and it has to be GOOD. like, REALLY GOOD. And I think I can safely say that my english is fairly decent, at least decent enough to do this. (See what I did there? does this count as "not putting myself down"? I mean, it's pretty much a praise to myself, right?)

If you want, I'll show you in the end how it turned out and if you find a weird phrase, you could tell me, how about it? You don't have to if you don't wanna but it'd be much appreciated.

Anywho, that's pretty much all the news I have, sorry, it's not much :/

I still hoped you now have something interesting to talk with me about in the comments. People told me that with me there's always something to talk about so... I'm happy, and I hope it's actually true! ^^