Chapter Thirteen

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(Y/N) POV

I was hanging out with Tyler today, we were playing mario kart when I heard the door open.

"Yo Tyjo where are you at" I heard Josh yell.

"In here" Tyler yelled back.

"Okay- Oh hey (Y/N)" He said and smiled when he saw me.

I Politely smiled back and said hi.  He sat next to me and turned on a controller.  I really didn't feel like seeing him.  I knew I said that we could be friends but I still love him and I don't know when that is going to leave.  I didn't give another thought about my situation I just kept playing my game.

"Soo....(Y/N) when do you want to pick up your stuff, I mean whenever you feel like it because there is no rush at all its jus-"

"Just that you don't want your new girlfriend to see I get t I'll pick it up this weekend" I said a little annoyed since I really didn't want to talk about this.

"That's not what I meant (Y/N)" he said a little hurt.

"Sorry Josh I didn't mean it" I said and walked into my room for now.

I sat at the desk and went on my computer.  i was looking for somewhere to live since I sold my old apartment.  I looked down the line of places until I heard my room door slowly open.

"Hey um (Y/N) can we talk" Josh said so softly.

"About?"

"Everything?"

"SIt down"

Josh sits down on my bed and i turn around to face him.

"Go on talk" I say patiently.

"I know what i did was wrong and i don't deserve you and You do deserve better, but can we please still be normal friends?"

"I told you we could be friends"

"I know but your not acting the same"

"Okay I'm sorry"

"Don't apologize"

I stand up and sit by Josh.  He looks at me with his puppy dog eyes that he knows I can't resist.

"Josh" I whisper.

"shhh (Y/N)" He says while leaning closer to my face.

He then plants his soft lips against mine, i freeze up then kiss back.  Our mouths mouth in sync and Josh rubs his tongue against the bottom of my lip asking for entrance, I allow and it turns into a heated makeout session.  I moves hi lips to my collarbone and starts to kiss.  I lean my head back and hold in the moan trying not to make noise.  Once I come to realization I pull away and look at him with shock and horror.

"Im s-sorry (Y/N) I didn't mean it I just couldn't help myself"

"Just never speak of this again and this changes nothing we are still just friends" I say standing up.

"Just promise me something" Josh said.

"What"

"Keep our house of memories and make sure you place me in it"

"Just friends" i whisper as I walk away

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***P L E A S E  R E A D***

I am sorry for the wait. but i want to know do you want anything special to happen ;) ;).  Anyway I'm sorry for the reference but I had to put it in there for the song:)  Okay enjoy and maybe I will continue this story who knows its going by quick and I don't know what else and maybe halsey might appear who knows!

Have a nice day my beans
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